28th Oct
10:52 PM

a lot of things to say... but vvv.tired..
so i shall just give a summary...
[is badly organised.. =p]
=)

got back my results last week..
not v.gd.. but is not too bad either...
can be promoted...
which means tt i will really need to make use of e holiday..
i wanna show better results for CT next ur...
p^_^q

open house is over...
really had fun tt day..
and truly enjoyed myself...
i was at e gate most of e time...
welcoming ppl.. and giving goodie bags...
together with pearl wanching and sweekun..
we gave out bout 300++ bags tt day...
cool right!!
and i think most of e ppl tt came saw us at e gate greating them...
and a grp of sec 4 students even return after they left e school.. to take photo with us...
so interesting...

eh.. dont really remember wat happen after tt...
hehez.. =x

yesterday went to sentosa with 2806 ppl...
sweekun.. yajie.. wanching.. pearl.. zhanyong.. jiazheng.. taiming.. alvin.. zhijue.. marcus..
really played hard..
and im a bit tan or is it burnt?? =p
im really glad tt i was put in this class...
truly cherish all these friends... =)

and i really wanna add colour to my life...
realised tt i have been wasting my time away...
i wanna take up dance classes.. =) i wanna learn swiming.. =)
i wanna pick up an instrument.. =) [HARP.. but is vvv.ex... =x]
i wanna achieve my goal as a *****!! =)
i wanna study hard and get into a uni in europe or canada.. =)


这大概是我这辈子作过最勇敢的事了吧
那天傍晚
自己也不知怎么了
就是有股莫明其妙的冲动
终於把心里的话说了出来
虽然
已经猜到了结果
但还是抱着一线希望
希望直觉是错的
希望得到想要的答案

直觉对了
梦碎了
不过
把事情一寸一寸的摊开后
放开了
心情平静多了
虽然有些心痛有些伤悲
不过…
结局是一句
still friends
这是我们之间唯一的默契吧


give u all my best wishes... ^_^


xiying



13th oct
6:45 PM

im sososo glad tt i have my 'life' back again after e promos...
going out with friends..
dinners..
lame laughing sessions...
steamboats...
outings..
pool...
is just so fun!!
i wan more of these sessions!!! hahahaz...


had festival of life yesterday..
went through 2 different course.. winning relationship and some leadership thingy..
had fun...
cas u dont usually get a school day where u choose wat lesson u wan..
and e ppl there r interesting...
went for hiphop session after tt..
is really nice!! and i really enjoyed myself.. ^_^
cas of cause cas of e ppl there... ^_*
is been so long since i last dance.. and thus it really feel great to give my body a good work out... and it make me think tt i should take up dance lessons... cas i really enjoy it... :)
anyone wanna join me??


getting back promo papers next week... T.T
i cant wait to c my result..
but i think i dint do well.. so also abit scared...
however.. is next week..
which means tt i still have a few days b4 tt...
which i should enjoy!! ^_^


and my school life now is all about PW...
finnal copy of WR is dued next week.. and we still need to cut down a thousand words..
[is really a thousand.. 1k...]


and after tt is OP... hope tt my group will do well...
and i will do my part and work hard for it!!


tomorrow is AJ's openhouse!!!
those interested sec 4 students plz feel free to come down and take a look... :)


xiying



6th oct
10:32 PM

e promos finally over over over!!!

so happy!! after mugging for like 3 weeks... can finally enjoy le!!

but!!
dint do well this time... at least i think so... or is e paper hard?? maybe... hopefully...
GP was rather ok la... was not worst than wat i expect... cas my GP is CMI de.. so not much diff...
Econ... haiz... also die lol... did a market structure wrongly... so tt whole qn no mark... as for e other qn.. think will also get vvv.low marks... and is confirm fail de lol...
Phy.. for those topic tt i studied well.. i can do.. most.. but for e topics which im not good at.. like waves and SHM.. all cannot do... and i got 1 ph is really blank... think e teacher will be happy to mark my paper.. cas no need to mark.. can just put 0 for tt page...
Maths.. killer paper... i think it really killed a lot lol... e peper is like... *&^%$#@!~... cannot do!!! got bout 40marks blank.. how to pass!!! ane e qn r really strange.. and funny... wat stupid chicken farm la... like i care...
Chem.. e last paper... and i think is my best paper.. i hope... mark a good end to my promos... is relatively muchmuch easier compered to e other subs...

wanted to go out celebrate yesterday right after e exam de... but cas my class got a lot of ppl taking chinese.. and their paper is today.. so only went to NYP for lunch.. b4 going home.. but i still enjoied e rest of e day by playing mj at sharon's house!!! i longlong time nv touch it le... hahaz..

then today went to e embassy.. want to renew my passport... but is not open due to China's national day... -_-" tt means i will need to go down again...

meet with my class ppl after tt.. at orchard.. dint really have an idea wat to do.. so wondered around for a while... then decide to go cini... when they just alight from e train at orchard... may as well meet at cini right?? lol.. and anyway.. i made e wrong choice by suggesting cini.. cas after lunch there.. we went to k pool... and at there.. some really coincident thing happened.. then make my mood for e rest of e day v.down... [till i got my ice-cream!!] i nv imagine tt i would meet him there lol.. [plz dont ask who if u dont understand.. cas u wont no him.. :)]is like.. when he is finally out of my mind for bout half a yr.. i saw him again.. and he is playing pool right beside us... [we were at table 15 and his friends at 16.. -_-] how much more 'qiao' can it be?? and e thing is.. i dint c him until i drop my cue stick out of a sudden... then i caught his eyes.. and i think he saw me too... is like at tt point.. i really wish there is a wall to block me from him... cas i was really not well dressed... [by right we wanna go ice skating de.. so i was wearing this super big jeans.. and a plain until cannot plain e pink shirt...] and im super embarrassed from e fact tt i cant hold e stick properly.. ahh... dear.. how can this happen??!! at this time?? when im finally relieved from e stress of e promos.. and have my mind not to think of anything for one day.. just a simple eye contact brought up all my memories like is like e flow of water when a dam collapse.. and i realised tt i get vv.tired after tt.. dint feel like doing anything.. and just stone... until i got my ice-cream... which nv fail to brighten my mood...

met muihiang for dinner after tt..and chat fo a while.. wanted to go shopping.. but we were both v.tired i guess..so went home a while after we start to shop.. hahaz..


xiying