is 28/06 today!! wahahahaz... an impt day on my calender.. for those who knows way... :D and also my 'class day'..

been busy preparing for my exam in e pass week.. so there r not much posts... :p today just finish my maths paper... not as bad as expected la... was expecting e standard of mdm wong's a-maths paper... but turn out to be ok... and also can finish in time..[at least those tt can do all do le] just hope tt e result wont turn out to be too bad la... cas my gp econ and chem hor... haiz... well.. still got phy on fri as e last paper... jiayou!!

e school will be giving us 2 days of holiday next week.. on mon and thu... and my pe days r tue and wed... : so 'heng' lol...

i wanna go slp now le.. hahaz.. is 1pm... maybe i will wake up at 2pm... [tomorrow?? hahaz] have been slping for only 5hrs a day for e past 3 days... and im e type tt need 8hrs a day lo... so v.tired now...



[ is 28/06 today!!!!!]




holiday ending in 3 days... meaning tt exams r 3days away... :(
i dont like mugging... preparing for exam... and taking exam... :((
and when u get back e results... :(((

learning is great... u get to know new things... and have fun while doing it.. cas e teachers will crack lame jokes... and having lessons with ur class simply roxz...
but why must we like have MYE?? cant they have tests after every topic?? so we dont need to 'revise' so much?? and who suggested having e MYE after e holiday??!!
holiday is for u to rest ma... and of cause.. read through ur notes to prepare for e next topics and understand what u have learn in e term...
not to mug cas e 1st day of term 3 is ur exam!!
#',[/]/#*(fhd9K&Gm4'.;
i know there r some hard working ones out there tt will study everyday since e start of e holiday so they can 'be prepared' for e exam.. and would love to have it after e holiday cas they will have 30 days extra to mug... but since we have been taking e exams b4 e june holiday for e past 8 yrs? [or maybe longer?] y not just continue with it?? :s
y must they put it such tt we cant enjoy e last day of our holiday?? [unless u r so hardworking tt u finish everything b4 tt]


[i miss Anderson SEC.. badly..]




think is time for me to kind of update le... :p hahaz..
this week not much things on... mon went back to ny to meet ccs ppl to study... miss e sch.. nv go there for like 2 months?? hahaz.. nothing really change la... did chem there... but only a bit.. cas e weather was v.dry and warm and cant concentrate... then also hungry cas i nv eat lunch.. :
then after tt went to yoshi at J8 for dinner.... was so hungey tt i still wanna eat ice-cream after a power meal.. :p [i am getting fat.. :(]
then tue just pass w/o me realising... nt tt i study so hard till i forget e time.. but was slping all day.. :p then wed went to k-box at cini... with selian... then after tt went to walkwalk at town...
then thu also just fly pass.. :p [i was wasting time lol... :((]
fri went to woodlands lib. to mug... with selian and muihiang... and loads of fun being with them... u can just laugh lol... hahaz.. :))
then today was like stoning at my study table... i was looking at e notes but dont seems to get anything from it... feel like reading a blank piece of paper... >.<
eh just realise tt my days got patten de... 1 day at home, 1 day out.. hahaz
and i am eating a lot these days... thing my weight will shoot lol... :x cas i am hungry again... and my dinner was only 3hrs ago... o.O


[nxeigynienhgc]




im getting more and more lazy... dont feel like doing anything... not even blogging... but decide to update cas in e next 2 weeks there will be v.few entries... as i will be preparing foe my MYE... wich starts on e 1st day of term 3.. :( and e 1st paper is GP.. :(( oh... hope tt i can pass... nothing much happening la... study study study.. and pw occasionally... life b4 exams r like this... i have already [and must] accept it... just cant force myself into e full speed at e right track yet... but going to... 13more days to MYE... jiayou!!


[study!!!!]




i feel super studpid la... just throw away something tt i treasure loads and will nv have again... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all e while i have been trying to keep things tt can bring back memories... and i just realised tt i throw something which is an impt mark of my life away!!! OMG... :/\/\/\/

[i want it back!! :"(]




wake up at 11+ today... when muihiang called me.. i was still in bed... :p then she's like saying 'u still slping huh?' well.. we r suppose to meet at amk mrt station at 12.10 la.. to go collect out things for a flag day... so i was like telling her tt i need to print a letter to tell the school tt i did e flag day and ask e person in charge to sign... and then she send me e letter by her school... cas i really dont no wat to write.. so got everything done and went..
then meet her.. after collecting e tin.. we decide to go eat 1st b4 starting... :p cas i super hungry la... and feel a bit 'low blood pressure'.. hahaz.. then went to bishan to do it.. cas its 1 of e best place for it lol... yap and we ask and ask and ask.. until legs ache.. mouth ache and vvv.tired... :x my feet still v.pain now.. :(
and i ask 'would u like to donate' for 500+ times today... said 'thank you and have a nice day' for another 200+ times.. think i dont wanna do flag day for at least 3months le... really v.paiseh... and sad when ppl ignore u...

did e flag day from 12.44 to 5.45.. yeah 5hrs of CIP... then walk around for a while... and went to yishun to meet my parents... went to sembawang shopping centre for dinner.. [its not sun plaza... is some place btw yishun and sembawang... some funny place...]

had dinner in a thai restrant... i ate a lot.. cas e food nice and also tt i am hungry.. hahaz.. 2 bowls of pineapple rice and some veggi and crab... then went to shop for a while b4 coming home...

shall end here...


[tired]




after watching e performance yesterday... feel v.naive[cant think of a better word].. cas a lot of things cant really understand e feeling... like u need experience and all tt.. ppl r always in circumstances that they dont want to be and they prefer the pass as they r use to it.. but nothing is ever constant... it will change eventually... is like man's power isnt enough to change everything... but not to keep anything from not changing either... buildings.. information.. they r just keep changing...

like a story tt e actor said.. he knew of a man who is below 50.. and all e schools he studied in was gone.. even uni... isnt tt sad.. like school is e place where u grow up and learn and experience... first friend..first teacher.. first person u dislike... first love..

and kids nowadays dont seem to have childhood... i still remember tt when i was a kid.. i use to play with my neighbours' children... run around... eat together... go to eachother's place for meal... is fun to be wild when u r young... really fun... but these days... dont think is possible... ppl will look at u with funny expression if u run in e carpark and play catching ba... is just different... :)

yap tts wat e play make me feel la... and after e play... chat with e teacher for a while and we decide to tak cab home... 3ppl... i am taking alone.. cas no 1 stays near yishun... :(

and we waited for 1/2 an hour b4 i got a cab... 1/2 an hour eh!!! and i need to reach home in 35min... wat e... i was wondering tt where have all e cabs gone... then i realised tt is on e street.. just tt they r on call or busy... :x

end up i took 1hr to reach... think is faster if i took MRT la... then reach home tt time daddy refuse to talk to me... cas i was late... but is kind of good too.. or i wont be able to slp le... just hope tt i will be fine after he return from work later...

wao dint no i have so much to write bout... kekez.. shall end here... ^_^


[hao xin qing]




yeah new blogskin!! e 1st tt i did myself... v.happy bout it.. :)) ya.. just tt.. hehez..




yeah.. today no need go school.. :)) can slp till 11+.. muhahaz..

going to watch xijuhe tonight.. with my shenbian ppl... kind of miss them... hahaz.. though e last time we meet was only like a week ago... :p cas they r really nice ma.. e idea of being with them makes me feel happy.. :D maybe cas its 1 of e link between me and NY?? i dont really no... just love them...

ok la.. nothing much to say here.. i shall go have my meal le... i'm hungry!!

[ p^_^q ]




想了很久…终於决定了要放手…
理由不是应为我不再爱你...
而是我知道我无法给你你想要的温柔…
所以何必强求...
把爱放开了…
或许你我还可以是朋友…
过去时时刻刻的相伴…
点点滴滴…日月星辰…
都会成为我脑海里最美丽的回忆...
我会好好的把它们保存起来…
因为它们是你给我最最珍贵的礼物…
谢谢你...




feeling much better today... after lying on my bed for bout 30+hrs... been slping most of e time... hahaz.. :p 'pigging'

thought today got lesson de... then was thinking tt i maybe cant go cas sick... then turn out tt i remember wrongly... e lectures are tomorrow...

nothing much to update bout la... been slping and reading story books for e pass 2 days... cant do otherthings cas will feel giddy e moment i stand up... due to my low blood pressure i think...

came across this nice short paragraph... think is really nice and yet is able to express a lot...

is from a book 'Uudo' by a korean writer... [ e 1 i read is in chinese la...]

"忘了谁曾经问过我，
觉得电脑的功能里，
最厉害的是哪一个，
当时我毫不犹豫地回答说:
'Undo'
因为那是现实生活中，
绝对不可能发生的神话。

时间，过错，记忆，伤痕，
如果这些都能够重来一次..."



[no 1 can undo e past, but u can prevent it from repeating itself in e future... ^_^]




:( feel sick today... v.unwell... painpain... :"(

finally started studying... at least doing some tutorial questions... got stuck at my MI tutorial... learn it twice le but still cant do... feel so stupid... lol...

been home for another 2days le... tt sounds so guai... :p

nv been doing much things... can feel that time is being wasted... will 1 week of e holiday is gone.. 3 more weeks... to e end of holiday.. and to my mid-year... ahh!! haven start revision yet... haiz... i dont like AJ life... e ppl so mugging de... everyday studystudystudy... think i learn better in NY... where u get to play and learn together... but i surely will slack de.. :p think tts y my parents dont want me to stay there ba... sobz...

["reborn"]