e aura of aurora

ITS OVER

2007-11-20T22:10:00.000+08:00

ITS OVER!

ITS OVER!!

ITS OVER!!!

i cant believe it.. though uncertain thoughts bout e past papers and all still make me feel sad and all.. but im not and nv gonna thing bout it again..

hope all will go fine and luck is on me and e examiners love my script! =)

tts all.. A levels.. =D

now is time to look for job!! =)

any recommendations?? prefer at least 6per hr or monthly pay of ard $1200 =) plz msg me if u no of any!! tkz loads =)

to all those still fighting for the remaining papers.. best of luck!

Illusion [pix]

2007-11-19T16:00:00.001+08:00

round or square?

is e pic moving? really? focus on a black dot and see again

was the girl a part of e puzzle? or was she doing e puzzle?

how many human face can u spot? suppose to be 9 of them

[i cand find e last one too]

Interesting huh? =)

Ever thought of a square world?? [pics]

2007-11-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

Drawnings by ball point pen [pictures]

2007-11-17T00:33:00.000+08:00

im not really suppose to be here cas my A levels is not offically over yet.. still have a phy mcq to go next tue.. but im too bored to study... =x went to search for interesting pix and i saw these... all drawn by ball point pen! different person though...

still have a lot on nice pixs on my comp.. will upload another time.. =)

Funny pix

2007-09-21T17:48:00.000+08:00

Saw these pics online and thought they were quite interesting.. =)

i no tt some of e photos were edited.. but just for e fun of it la.. =)

19... 20!

2007-08-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

i must blog today...

impt day in my life lo...

cas i will be turning 20 shortly!!

20+ le leh... not 10+ any more...

so scary!!!

jialatz... =p

ahhhhhhhhhh

an adult alr... o.O

so much changes... so much feelings..

guess e 10yrs here really changed me a lot...

wonder where will the next ten yrs of life experience will be like...

and where i will be then... ??

comparing 10 and 20... haiz.. feel so old liao lo...=p

still remember so much bout last yr's bday..

all e wishes and msgs.. was like yesterday la..

and some things tt i will remember for life ba.. =)

but!

tomorrow will mark the start of a new begining..

new challenges ahead..

new begining..

a renew life!

my 1st bday is to do well for e A levels!!! hehez.. =)

shall blog again after my bday... =)

found this game quite cool.. but im stuck at e last level.. -.-

http://www.shockwave.com/gamelanding/bloxorz.jsp

emoemoemoemo

2007-07-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

common tests r over..

got back my results this wk..

not pleased with myself... haiz.. obviously...

got a feeling tt history is repeating itself...

my sec 4 prelims.. my o lvls... now.. ct2.. a lvls?

PLEASE DONT!

or i will really die vvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.badly...

PTM session next wk...

showed e school letter to my daddy..

and he ask how i did for mid yr... felt really guilty..

is e worst common test result i have ever get in my whole life... =(

it is indeed a tough ct.. from e result of my friends and class..

but my result is way below e avg... i guess...

think i will be too scared to c e percentile on e result slip...

when it is given to us... someday...

really feel vv.sad bout my results lo... =(

but i shall not say too much bout it..

cas i got a feeling tt if i say out all r feelings..

e positive effect of such results will be gone...[just got e feeling]

but im still guilty.. for i dint try hard for e common test..

or maybe im just too stupid for e level of education im receiving now...

but i dont have e choice now.. can only go forward.. no way back..

realised an irony bout myself..

after i got back my results.. i want to study hard and all.. but after hearing my thoughts being said out by ppl.. esp my parents... e momentum is gone.. and i want to do just e opposite...

dont no if its me.. or me..

such a depressing entry.. but tts how im feeling right now... really..

im just emo...

how i wish i can go on like this forever... and ever...

life is like a maths paper... u nv no where u make a careless mistake..

until u c e paper again.. and no matter how gd u r.. it can nv be perfect..

[unless u r some crazy ppl who still can score full marks for JC H2 maths]

hard work pays

2007-06-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

hard work pays.. but u have to pay for e hard work too =)

been really happy with myself...

studied at home e past 2 days..

although nv manage to finish tt much..

but studied a lot.. =D

e mugging me is coming back!

yeah... study.. still have like 2/3 to go...

but is a start.. hahaz..

e only subject tt i really did smt was phy.. had tuition.. so must do work... but it feels gd to no smt tt u nv manage to understand for like a yr alr... =x

jia youz!! 5 more days to sch reopen...

miss ppl at sch.. *.*

k tts bout it.. time for dinner!

really ate a lot in e holiday... dear!

later sch reopen cant fit into my skirt.. =x

hahaz...

*some nice songs*

小小-容祖儿

爱情转移-陈奕迅

bettle of wants against needs!

2007-06-15T00:17:00.000+08:00

just some facts to remind myself..

2/3 of e long awaited holiday is gone...

10 more days b4 common test!

start ur work!

ok...

i really really really need to start going... being saying this a longlong time.. and though i started a few times... it nv last through a wk... =.=

is really a fight of wants against wat i have to do...

i wan to go out with friends... i wanna go for e GSS.. i wanna go travelling...

BUT

i have to study!!

is to prepare me for my wants in e future... is to path e road for me... only is i do well.. then i will get e chance to want more stuff.. if not.. a normal office job with $2k per month cant fullfill much materialistic wants...

so conclusion: for e future wants... work hard now and give up my wants now!

to exchange for a better future.. i hope..

so if u c me slacking.. remind me! tkz and ur affort will be well appreciated.. =D

MUG MUG MUG! X)

ups and downs..

2007-06-12T23:13:00.000+08:00

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sianzness from studying

2007-06-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

sian sian sianzzzzzzzzzzzzz...

exams coming soon...... STRESS ah!!!

mid yr.. prelim... A LEVEL!! OMG

and my revision just started!! gosh...

and e prob now is.. learn le jiu forget.. =.=" how??

haiz...

panic!!

jialat liao la...

if mid yr dont do well.. then really stress until cannot stress de lo... =(

:"(

but well.. have to go through it.. =x

everyone is going through.. and if i dont.. i will really lack behind a huge step..

and considering tt im not ahead alr...

haiz.. better turn to work ba...

is not tt bad after all...

ya?

must work hard... all e best!! to all those studying.. =)

heart warming concert

2007-03-20T15:08:00.000+08:00

lol..sorrybout e previous empty entry.. i did write stuff.. but i think is cas of my comp ba.. nv save e thing.. =p

im at e school comp lab now.. hahaz.. wating for my 'singlish talk'.. e timing is quite lame cas we need to wait for 2hr for tt one hour talk... -.-

some class in my school organised their SL with teachers in my school and planned a concert in my sch by some indonesian ppl... they did a gd job and e songs they perform r really nice.. =) and considering that they r physically handicapped.. is really a touchy concert... =D

is great to c these kind of performance.. as it can make u think!!
esp when they have all e words in their own composed songs which truly speaks their mind and thought... really a nice show... =)

called my dentist yesterday to change my appointment date... cas my wisdom teeth is growing.... super pain!! and i think it is not growing e proper way.. maybe cas my lower jaw dont have place for it to grow normally.. =p
quite worried about my teeth.. cas i think will need to get them out.. =x
operation!! AHHHHhhhhh
jialats...
i dont wan.. and somemore is during sch days!! later my cheek all... 0'.'0 OMG better not be tt way..
and of cause e best is no need to remove them!! hahaz...
anyone had ur wisdom teeth extraction alr?? can tell me how it is like??
im like really scared... cas jiazheng told me is really bad and u can smell e drill eventhough they will cover ur eyes... and zhanyong said tt even NS will give 1 wk de MC... ahhh is it really tt bad??
then i cant get to eat proper food for like at least 1wk?? -.-"

just e thought make me feel like having butterflies in my stomach.. =x

yaa.. e talk starting soon le.. hahaaz.. dint realised tt i typed such a long entry.. =p

byby~~ ^_^

wats wrong!!!

2007-03-14T22:49:00.000+08:00

wats wrong??

been having such a happy life for like half a yr alr..
then suddenly all e emo things came together to me... again... jialatz... just when i wanna start to prepare for my studies... -.-

maybe is just me... tt think all these stuff as emo things.. maybe they are not really tt emo... watever... im just feeling emo... =x

when i thought tt we r so close tt anything can be voice out.. i feel e gap... i feel voiceless... and helpless.. wanna care and help.. but dont no how to... i can c and feel ur stress.. just tt u dont no im feeling it... u thought tt i was merely some childish kid who understand nothing about e responsibilties u r going through... like e ppl u r interacting with and e stuff tt u have to handle... but i do!!!

blah.. feel so sad... cared for others but they dont appreciate it... =(

went to nus openhouse with swee kun last sun...
walk around and get to no more about e courses...
had great gains...
cas i went there... with e following courses in mind:
1) BBA accounting (NUS)
2) civil eng.

and after e day.. i came home with THESE courses in mind:
1)BBA accounting (NUS)
2)BBA accounting (NTU)
3)BBA accounting (SMU)
4)BBA (NUS)
5)BBA (NTU)
6)BBA (SMU)
7)science-chemistry
8)eng.-civil
9)some arts and social science courses tt i cant name..

so many choices!! [ and im still thinking of going aboard.. =x]
[though i might not qualify for all those courses by this time next yr...]

but overall i learn a lot of things on tt day... after all i still have 1/2 a yr to work!! and a yr b4 making e final decision... =)

went to sch for cldds today... j1s also came... got quite a lot of them.. though a limited no. sign up.. [i think all those who signed up turned up.. =D ]
gd news to us.. cas we need ppl for e production...
a e super gd news is tt i nv c any flying insects during CLDDS today!! meaning tt he is MOST likely out of it!! [evil laughter.. muhahahahaz]

tts all for now.. =)
every1 jiayou for LIFE!!!! p^_^q

last day og term 1 alr

2007-03-08T19:58:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is e last day of term 1 alr.. :(:
gd and bad la.. can have a break.. cas this term is somehow really v.tiring.. but also means we have 2.5terms left b4 a lvls.. =( really short!! and i have been doing v.badly for my studies.. even of a lower standard compared to last yr.. how HOW HOW!!!
jialatz... -.-"

our dear phy tutor shouted at us again during phy tutorial.. got teacher sit in some more eh.. damn paiseh la... but i think he a bit pms nia.. though we r also at wrong la.. but.. haiz..

today was quite a tiring day.. cas of e pe.. -.-
we ran like 2+4 rounds... but e last 4 rounds got timing de... cannot go beyong 2.15min... was really dying after e third round.. then he said.. ok class lets go for ur last round.. o.O wat e...
but nvm.. we all still ran.. and completed it... though after tt some feel like fainting... =p
after tt.. when we thought is almost over.. we wer informed tt need to go to e monkey bars... -.- did 3 sets of 8... tts 24!!
thought i did with help.. but arm still pain la.. i really cannot cannot do i-pull de la... end up i dont even have e energy to help e other person.. feel so bad cas she help me a lot.. =p

stayed back to watch sports day heats... so fun.. =)

on e way back.. edmund and taiming was talking bout e ns check up or smt... then i realised tt some friends r going into ns in less than 2 months... OMG!! cannot believe it... i still thought tt they were big boys.. and they r going to join into defending spore... =x hahaz.. but i have confidence in them la.. =) gd luck to u all..

tomorrow will be another long day.. and O2 is ending.. wonder how e J1s r feeling.. my junior was complaining tt O2 is not fun.. of cause la.. cas O1 got rocking ogls like me ma.. xD hahaz..

okz.. shall end here le... byby~

let it be a good friday

2007-03-01T18:38:00.000+08:00

just reach home from afternoon pe...
im really really so happy bout today's pe...
we stayed in e MPH for e whole lesson and we only rean for bout 800m!!!
did 'boxing' for e lesson.. and some other stuff after tt.. and we end out pe w/o running for cooling down!! so happy.. xD

tomorrow is gonna be a eventful day...
let it be a good friday.. =)
my class ppl and friends getting back a lvl results..

GOOD LUCK GUYS!! p^_^q

within a yr.. it will be my turn.. -.-
but nvm.. i will make sure i spend this yr well and make full use of time!

after tt got cca... hope everyone will be happy with e script.. after all everyone need to give in a bit ma.... cas different ppl feel different about e story... and everyone's main point is to make e story better.. right... so lets DISCUSS if there is any problem.. =)

going back to watch bai yun gang production after tt... will give more update about e show on another day.. =) really miss my shenbian juzu... i have picked up a lot from them and they r e one tt bring chinese drama into my life.. and make drama part of it...

anyway.. just hope tt tomorrow everyone around one will be happy and smiling...
for watever reason.. just stay happy...
cas u nv no.. maybe somenoe walk pass u and fall in love with ur smile.. xD

may everyone's wish comes true tomorrow.. =)

chem ct down!! still have phy on wed...

2007-02-26T18:28:00.000+08:00

just finish my chem ct!!
so glad to get it over... is not really smt big.. but is nice to get smt off u.. =)
not a really hard paper.. but need to be careful.. i made a lot of careless and stupid mistakes... =x
ok i shall not say more bout e test.. cas got another lecture grp haven take e paper yet... gd luck for those!
still have phy ct on wed!! gd luck to me... e sub tt i dislike e most...=xx
ok nvm... shall change my subjective view of e subject... i still wan at least a B for it at e end of e yr.. =D

so happy tt e baiyungang production is on this fri!!! and sat!!
its alr been a yr... so fast... =)
is really a great crew tt i will nv regreat in joining... we have been through so much... all great ppl.. =))

i love e byg 06 production team!!! <3

my life kind of lost its axis some time b4 i realist tt its not there... like e centre of me goes missing... like just dissappeared... not those where it slowly move away... but it feels like its there a second ago... u blink.. then its gone...

there r thinks tt i really really wanna say out.. been thinking for v.long alr...
but maybe cas we r not tt close.. maybe we drift apart... maybe is at e wrong time... maybe.. maybe...
is just not right to say...

i realised smt interesting bout me... when i get stressed up... i get emo... -.-

searching...

2007-02-24T22:42:00.000+08:00

slacked away another day.... =
got up at 11+.... had a quite sat at home.. with parents out and i cant go out... wat to do?? slack la... as im nv e hardworking type.. ok la.. i admit tt i seldom do my work until e last minute.. [unless im really really in a gd mood]

on e net e whole afternoon... watch stuff.. read blogs.. trying to find a nice version of monopoly online... oh btw.. any one have any link for online monopoly games??? im really craving for e game!!! love board games... =D

cleared my wardrobe after tt... did smt i really dislike doing.. HAND washed my dress... just cas of some decorations sewed onto it... i cant just throw it into e washing machine... SO SAD!! i really think tt washing machine is such a great invention tt save ppl's time and energy for other stuff...

planned to study my chem test after dinner.. but end up reading a bk... some novel tt i dig out from my pile of books during spring clearning... talking bout this... i really think tt i have e typical virgo characters like cleaning up stuff and packing them... thought i get really tired after doing tt... but y my mum still keep saying tt my room is in a forever messy state??!! do all mums have e virgo character?? cas i really hear a lot of friends saying tt their mum complain bout e same thing... well maybe marriage and having kids can really change a female... =x

was talking bout ou xiang ju with my og member yesterday.. and i suddenly realised tt teenagers watch and enjoy ou xiang ju e same way as kids enjoy cartoon.. to a great extent... cas in both case.. we r looking for smt tt is rather impossible in real life... [unless u have a really really chio or shuai friend] and we get attracted to these cas its our dream way of life... for eg e show on showing on some chinese channel... U no... e story sounds really unrealistic... like how can a girl go to a guy school just for a guy... and e most absurd point is tt no one nos... not even her parents and bro... how is tt possible?? but it happened there in e story... so ppl r keen to find our wat happen.. e script writer got e mind of e viewers.. and he nos wat ppl r interested in and wanna no... same for e cartoons... impossible story... but kids love to watch.... y?? cas they love e way e cartoon charactors love and want to be like them.. right? tts e point... ppl r getting further and further away from real life... they prefer e imaginary world and wants to live in it... v.few can resist e temptation of tt... children search for it in cartoons.. teenagers [mostly girls] search for it in ou xiang ju... [well guys look for it in other areas like anime and... u know.. xD]
im not trying to say tt viewing those r bad... cas im also catching... =p but jus tt maybe we should limit ourselve at time and practice some self control... =D

i should really go and look through my work now... b4 i go to slp... cas haven do anything yet... hahaz... will have a busy wk ahead.. chem and phy CT... plsu some other stuff due.. =p gd luck to me.. and others... =))

searching... for some aspect of life tt is currently empty.. =( sho shad...
but i still have a great life!! =))

happy piggy yr.. =)

2007-02-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new yr to everyone!!!

hope u guys can get lots and lots of hongbao.. =D

im here in time for a spring cleaning for my blog b4 e new yr.. hahaz...

a lot of things happened after sch start... until now...

new j1s.. new j2 life.. cca activites... CNY concert planning... school work... science SPA... lagged tutorials..
think is time to settle down a bit alr...
since most of my teachers r trying to put e idea tt a lvl is not tt far away into our heads...
acturally is not really tt far ba...
since j1 pass so fast... j2 should be faster as e school life is shorter..

anyway... hope for a new start in e new yr... work hard!!!
wish everyone zhu nian xing da yun!!! =D

O1 07

2007-01-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

orientation 07 is over...
had great fun during e 3days and during our training camp...
Leoparido rockz!!
Jarvis rockz even more!! =D
is quite tiring.. but is worth it.. =))

will update bout e details again...
cas feel really tired now..
and must cheong hw le.. =p

a new yr.. a new begining...

2007-01-02T12:50:00.000+08:00

my 1st post of 2007!!!

2006 past so fast... a lot of things and changes happen to me... some r gd.. some r memorable... but is all these changes tt teach me e lesson in life... and friends who went through everything with me...

here r wat i have mainly been doing in 2006..

Jan - join NYJC and get myself on track to JC life... meet great classmates.. 0622..

Feb - prepare for Bai Yun Gang performance in march... rehearsal almost everyday.. but i had a good time with e ppl in e production crew and all..

March - transfer to AJC to continue with my JC life... get use to another JC environment... rather different from tt in NYJC... to me.. NY is so bright... and happening.. but AJ is rather dull.. maybe cas e uniform colour and e painting of e buildings ba...

April-May - School life.. nothing much happening.. beside AN YU Qing Yun...

June - sch holiday.. prepare for mid yr...

July - mid yr exam... CCA hand over... only left with e J1s in CCA...so fast... and Liangyan lefe us for Canada...

Aug-Sept - school life.. rather slack... till mid Sept where preparation for promos began... i no i did a last min work... =p

Oct - Promos... really playing time after tt... =D

Nov - PW PW PW all e way.. till 9th Nov... work after tt... went to indonesia on e last wk..

Dec - OGL training... went to genting with friends... holiday mood all e way.. nv do much hw.. =x Hunan went back to china...

tts all for 2006..
now is 2007 le... may everyone be happy.. forget bout all e sad events and move on in life... and have a happy time in e new yr!!!

my wishes for 2007!!

hope to have a great OG... O1 is only one day away..

be a gd student after tt.. [with all hw done... must push myself on track le!!!]

stay happy...

know more friends....

have all my friends in contact...

be less emo at times...

have a great yr..

and last but e most impt one - do well for my A levels!!!!!!!

hope everyone will enjoy e last day of holiday b4 school starts... and for those who already left school... have a great day!

^_^

christmas!!

2006-12-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

just reach home from a christmas gathering..

guess some of them still chatting ba... i would very much wish to stay with them and talk.. but.. must be more guai cas i have really been playing a lot le.. so came home with some of e others,, =D

we were at city hall and there were three of us.. and guess what.. we r all heading for different directions.. -_-" 3ppl.. 3 way...

today has been a rather busy day..

got up at 10 and bath.. then rush to northpoint to look for my mortal's christmas present.. but dint get what i wan there.. so went down to meet muihiang at around 12.. hehez..
had lunch with her at mos.. ate and chat. had a great time... and i gave her my present!! is nothing much la.. but i hope she likes it!! [right?? =p]

went to city hall to meet beien mingjue peifen connie tiantian xinyu weebeng and jieyan after tt.. beien was wearing a dress!! [nothing wrong with tt] but i was thinking of wearing a dress too yesterday.. then i remembered tt we r suppose to go watch movie.. so if i wear a dress i would likely become a ice cube after e show.. but end up e GV there is not cold at all!! and connie and i happen to have e same idea and we both did not do it cas of e same reason.. =D ^5
lesson learnt: check out information.. dont assume them!!
went to watch e night at e museum... is a great show!! and can promise u loads of laughters!!
and e plot was rather ok too... i c y some ppl can watch it once everyday since it is on screen.. ;)

then was dinner time!! [my favourite la..]
hehez
and e highlight of e day.. gift exchange!!nothing much for me to do.. cas my mortal not in spore... = on holiday lol.. so shuang.. hahaz..
i got a book from my dear angel!! is those adult comics.. filled with nice wishes and all.. really love it!! tkz jieyan!! =D and e book is like 3kg.. so made him carry it for me even after he gave me e present.. hahaz..

humm.. thought of something on e way back just now... and realised some probs tt i nv reall thought were problems... e way how others feel and all.. is nature for one to feel tt at a point of time.. he is having some emotions tt others will never understand... but in fact.. everyone feel e same some how... just at different time i guess.. just tt they show it differently ba..
and feelings are tt complicated.. to feel it.. understand it and control it... maybe i will take a life time to learn lo... for e time being.. just hope tt im less emo at times... =p

ok.. tts my christmas 2006.. another week ahead b4 2007 comes up... enjoy e last week of 2006!!
^_^

merry christmas

2006-12-24T17:12:00.000+08:00

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genting trip photos

2006-12-22T13:58:00.000+08:00

just had a veryvery full lunch.. feel bloated now.. =x

got e pixs for e genting trip so im here to upload them! =)
still miss e time and freedom we have there.. when u can really act without considering e effect.. =p
dont think too much hor.. im just saying tt u need not consider what e ppl there think of u cas u most likely wont c them again.. =)

da da.. e grp before setting off for e trip.. i look v.dead.. cas of e flu medicine i took b4 tt.. =p

e guys look so sad at e breakfast... [we nv bully them oh]

but e girls r happy! =p

e ppl there for e trip.. weebeng.. jieyan.. beien.. me! tiantian.. justin.. mingjue.. connie.. peifen.. and yiwen.. =)

e view from e restaurant.. e cloud looks like cotton candy!! yummy!

tts how we spend our time b4 checking into e hotel... not much place to go cas is like 8 in e morning..

dinner at pizza hut... only cost RM13+... and we all enjoyed it cas is nicer than e pizza hut in spore.. =p

queueing up for e flying coaster...

lunch on day 2.. everyone is craving for food!!

my 1st ride in e outdoor theme park.. is fun.. but will have e rotating effect in ur stomach even after e ride.. =p

MERRY GO ROUND!!! so fun.. =D and beien look so chio in e pic..

future top 10 archers! =x

another pic at e out door theme park.. e pic look so nice.. we form a nice ball in e centre..

ehh.. M18!! =p

dont no wat jieyan and justin were doing in there..

e last grp we took in genting!! sMileZ =D

thats all for e trip... been through a lot of fun and laughter.. and also some pain and suffering on e last day.. but nv e less.. is a great trip!! and is my 1st aboard trip with FRIENDS only! =D

school reopening soon... but still have loads of school work undone! blahz.. =x

will have a busy week ahead... a gd way to start my school term for 2007 ba.. =)

shall run off to do my work now..

friends r e greatest gift in life! =)

back from genting

2006-12-16T15:11:00.000+08:00

hillo!! im back from my genting trip..
been back for 2 days already but nv up date cas i feel v.weak and dont have e energy to move around much..
is a fun trip beside e last day.. cas 5 out of 10 of us had food poisoning on e last dinner there.. but im not v.sure if is really cas of e dinner we had at e mushroom farm or is e lunch at marrybrown.. or is cas e weather i too cold there...
but never e less.. we enjoyed ourself there and tkz for peifen, tian, mingjue, connie, weebeng, who look after us when we r high up in e mountains away from home... 0.0
i feel much better now le.. just a bit weak and cant take any solid food... hope will be fine after today.. and to justin beien jieyan and yiwen take care and drink more water.. hope u all will get well soon too.. =)

i will update bout e trip again with photos after collating them.. =)

last day of work

2006-12-06T06:30:00.000+08:00

on my last day of work today... suppose to start work at 6.30AM!! but im here blogging.. =p

currently doing e job of data entry..
but my place dont have to do any keying in of infomation..
more of a admin job i would say.. c
heck some info from the comp then process documents..
like u stamp at all e necessary place and photocopy work...
is quite a easy one.. with only 7 working days in 2weeks..
but each day is 12hrs long.. 6.30am-6.30pm..
so basically my whole day is gone when im working..
cas after tt will be too tired to go anywhere..
hahaz.. a bit strange la.. updating bout my job after 3weeks of working..
and on e last day.. =p
so yap 12hrs more!! and im free!! =D

went to bbq at beien's house on mon cas hunan
[de daddy for the play shen bian at bai yun gang 06 NYJC ]
leaving yesterday..
back to china.. and most likely not coming back in short terms..
had a fun time there.. seeing all e ppl involved in BYG.. miss them a lot..
think is esp so cas im not in NYJC anymore..
some how when u wear e same uniform u feel a sense of belonging..
and since i dont.. i do feel a bit strange at times..
but nv the less..
they r still my great and wonderful friends who nv fail to cheer me up.. =)
so yap.. another friend left..
was quite sad tt i cant go to e airport to send him off yesterday..
cas got work.. and cant really take leave on e second last day of ur work..
also tt i dont no how to get back to my company from e airport.. =p

OGL training starts tomorrow... been looking forward to it..
cas from wat my friends told me from other school..
is really really gonna be fun.. and do enjoy it..
and i shall take it as a time to play hard!!
and of cause learn wat is necessary to be a gd OGL.. =)
hope tt my og next yr will be good and e O1 will be great!! =D

off to work.. =)

stupid qns with smart ans

2006-12-03T21:34:00.000+08:00

a interesting e-mail tt i have got.. and had a good laugh at some part of it.. =D
enjoy!!

STUPID QUESTIONS WITH THE SMART ANSWERS:
BOY : May I hold your hand?
GIRL : No thanks, it isn't heavy.

GIRL : Say you love me! Say you love me!
BOY : You love me...

GIRL : If we become engaged will you give me a ring??
BOY : Sure, what's your phone number??

GIRL : I think the poorest people are the happiest.
BOY : Then marry me and we'll be the happiest couple

GIRL : Darling, I want to dance like this forever.
BOY : Don't you ever want to improve??

BOY : I love you and I could die for you!
GIRL : How soon??

BOY : I would go to the end of the world for you!
GIRL : Yes, but would you stay there??

SHARON : Have you ever had a hot passionate, burning kiss??
TRACY : I did once. He'd forgotten to take the cigarette out of his mouth.

MAN : You remind me of the sea.
WOMAN : Because I'm wild, romantic and exciting?
MAN : NO, because you make me sick.

WIFE : You tell a man something, it goes in one ear and comes out of the other.
HUSBAND : You tell a woman something: It goes in both ears and comes out of the mouth.

MARY : John says I'm pretty. Andy says I'm ugly.What do u think, Peter?
PETER : A bit of both. I think you're pretty ugly.

Girlfriend : ...And are you sure you love me and no one else?
Boyfriend : Dead Sure! I checked the whole list again yesterday.

Teacher : Which is more important to us, the sun or the moon?
Pupil : The moon.
Teacher : Why?
Pupil : The moon gives us light at night when we need it but the sun gives us light only in the day time when we don't need it.

Teacher : What do you call a person who keeps on talking when people are no longer interested?
Pupil : A teacher.

Waiter : Would you like your coffee black?
Customer : What other colors do you have?

My father is so old that when he was in school, history was called current affairs.

Teacher : Sam, you talk a lot !
Sam : It's a family tradition.
Teacher : What do you mean?
Sam : Sir, my grandpa was a street hawker, my father is a teacher.
Teacher : What about your mother?
Sam : She's a woman.

Tom : How should I convey the news to my father that I've failed?
David: You just send a telegram:
Result declared, past year's performance repeated.

Teacher : Now, children, if I saw a man beating a donkey and stopped him, what virtue would I be showing?
Student : Brotherly love.
Teacher : Now, Sam, tell me frankly do you say prayers before eating?
Sam : No sir, I don't have to, my mom is a good cook.

Patient : What are the chances of my recovering doctor?
Doctor : One hundred percent. Medical records show that nine out of ten people die of the disease you have. Yours is the tenth case I've treated. The others all died.

Teacher : Can anybody give an example of COINCIDENCE?
One Student : Sir, my Mother and Father got married on the same day and at the same time.

Teacher : George Washington not only chopped down his father's Cherry tree, but also admitted doing it. Now do you know why his father didn't punish him?
One Student: Because George still had the axe in is hand.

e world will not cry with u if u feel sad..
but it will smile with u when u pass e others joy..

bintan trip

2006-11-29T17:27:00.000+08:00

yap im back to blog!!=D
i no e last blog was rotting le.. so changed skin..
this skin was originally green.. is nice.. but i prefer it blue..
so got jiazheng to change it for me.. took a while cas cant find e nice shade of blue tt i want..=p but in e end manage to do it.. i no im picky la.. k.. =p
Thankz JIAZHENG!!!!

shall start to blog from e more recent days first.. =)

just came back from bintan on sun night.. went there for 3d2n holiday with my family..
is a totally different place from singapore... more like thailand i would say..but city is much smaller and e roads r v.narrow..

we went there by boat on fri morning.. got to wake up at 5.30am to catch it.. cas of e time we need to travel from my house to e terminal..

e view from e boat was v.nice!!

esp e sky.. nice blue.. and e ocean was also nice... =)

wanna go out to e sea again!!

but i think must learn how to swim 1st.. in case.. =p

after reaching bintan.. we went for shopping and lunch b4 going to our resort.. bought a pink shirt there..

and also this giantic packet of chill chips...

it only cost $3!!! worth it right...

and e taste is not bad!! =)

went to another shopping center after tt..

got myself a new wallet and some ear rings.. nicenice.. =D

and during my trip.. i realised tt e ppl there love to draw on their buildings.. then paint their buildings in bright colours like red or yellow.. and have patterns on it...

like e pattern on this wall was drawn onto it.. is not like those here.. where e white part is cement and e black part is rock.. the one in e pic is made of buge rocks with no cement.. co they drew e white lines to make it look nicer.. i guess..

went to this chinese temper land later tt afternoon...

is very big and covers a large land area..

including this 4 cute small figures... cute?

but e bus ride there was v.tiring.. cas e roads there r not like those we c usually... e width of their highway was only about 2/3 of those in spore.. in means tt e drivers have to be extra skilled to drive.. esp when we r on a v.big coach.. cas usually they travel by moto bike and van [e buses in that city r all vans!!]

also due to its island landscape.. e roads r not build on flat land.. is going up and down hill and hence is in a vertical snake shape.. with most of its slops about 30' from level ground.. is quite scary at first.. but after getting used to it.. in quite fun.. a bit like those mini roller coasters... =p

went to check in at binatn agro resort after tt... e trip was another 2hrs of bus ride... =

been taking a lot of bus ride those 3days.. cas is e only source of transportation... sadly...

went to e beach on e second day.. suppose to spend the whole day there.. but it start to rain soon after we reach.. so end up staying indoor till like 3pm.. i was totally bored tt time.. cas nothing to do.. but my mum had a good time doing spa.. *jealous.. but was fair enough la.. cas after e rain stop.. i went to kayak with daddy.. leaving my mum to look after e things.. =p

i realised tt e beach there r v.nice cas e slop into e ocean is v.gentle... so much tt after kayaking bout 2km into e ocean.. i can still stand on e seabed with e water at my knee level!! amazing huh.. i really wish i had my digi cam with me at tt time la.. can tap down e whole thing.. but cant bring.. cas i will be wet lo.. =(

and i was telling my daddy tt if e sea level drops like one meter.. indonesia will have at lease twice as much as land lo...

after tt kayak back with daddy and took some photo of e beach...

i love e colour of this pic!!!

went back to e resort after tt.. and had a sea food bbq buffet dinner... hahaz.. e sea food there r interesting.. e size of a crab is bout e same as tt of my plate.. [those western food plate eh!!] and e sotong taste good.. =)

this is e villa there we stay during e 2night... v.big and nice.. and e decorations matches perfectly with the painting and e colour of e building...

spend my late night there watching tv.. =p cas was really really tired from the day's activity.. then also quite late after e dinner.. so cant go anywhere..

on e last day.. we check out of e resort at bout 12.. then went to e city for shopping for another 2hrs.. where we bought some food and shoes for my parents.. b4 going to e jetty..

this pic was taken while waiting for e bus to drive into e carpark of e jetty.. was jamming tt day.. and we almost missed our boat!! but juckly e boat was delayed.. hahaz..

on e way back.. my parents were really v.tired tt they rather slp then go to e deck to c e view.. but for me.. of cause i wont miss out e nice view la... took loads of photos of e sunset and e sea.. ^_^

this is e view of singapore fron e boat during sunset... nice ba.. hahaz.. took 2hrs to travel from there back to my house tt night.. fall a slp right after bath.. cas still need to work on e next day.. =x

over all is a nice trip la.. but will be better if nv rain on second day.. =)

humm wanted to up date bout earlier stuff.. but i think e entry v.long liao.. so maybe another time ba.. =)

^_^

learn to make things interesting rather than waiting for interesting things to happen to ur life..

28th Oct

2006-10-28T22:52:00.000+08:00

a lot of things to say... but vvv.tired..
so i shall just give a summary...
[is badly organised.. =p]
=)

got back my results last week..
not v.gd.. but is not too bad either...
can be promoted...
which means tt i will really need to make use of e holiday..
i wanna show better results for CT next ur...
p^_^q

open house is over...
really had fun tt day..
and truly enjoyed myself...
i was at e gate most of e time...
welcoming ppl.. and giving goodie bags...
together with pearl wanching and sweekun..
we gave out bout 300++ bags tt day...
cool right!!
and i think most of e ppl tt came saw us at e gate greating them...
and a grp of sec 4 students even return after they left e school.. to take photo with us...
so interesting...

eh.. dont really remember wat happen after tt...
hehez.. =x

yesterday went to sentosa with 2806 ppl...
sweekun.. yajie.. wanching.. pearl.. zhanyong.. jiazheng.. taiming.. alvin.. zhijue.. marcus..
really played hard..
and im a bit tan or is it burnt?? =p
im really glad tt i was put in this class...
truly cherish all these friends... =)

and i really wanna add colour to my life...
realised tt i have been wasting my time away...
i wanna take up dance classes.. =) i wanna learn swiming.. =)
i wanna pick up an instrument.. =) [HARP.. but is vvv.ex... =x]
i wanna achieve my goal as a *****!! =)
i wanna study hard and get into a uni in europe or canada.. =)

这大概是我这辈子作过最勇敢的事了吧
那天傍晚
自己也不知怎么了
就是有股莫明其妙的冲动
终於把心里的话说了出来
虽然
已经猜到了结果
但还是抱着一线希望
希望直觉是错的
希望得到想要的答案
但
直觉对了
梦碎了
不过
把事情一寸一寸的摊开后
放开了
心情平静多了
虽然有些心痛有些伤悲
不过…
结局是一句
still friends
这是我们之间唯一的默契吧

give u all my best wishes... ^_^

13th oct

2006-10-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

im sososo glad tt i have my 'life' back again after e promos...
going out with friends..
dinners..
lame laughing sessions...
steamboats...
outings..
pool...
is just so fun!!
i wan more of these sessions!!! hahahaz...

had festival of life yesterday..
went through 2 different course.. winning relationship and some leadership thingy..
had fun...
cas u dont usually get a school day where u choose wat lesson u wan..
and e ppl there r interesting...
went for hiphop session after tt..
is really nice!! and i really enjoyed myself.. ^_^
cas of cause cas of e ppl there... ^_*
is been so long since i last dance.. and thus it really feel great to give my body a good work out... and it make me think tt i should take up dance lessons... cas i really enjoy it... :)
anyone wanna join me??

getting back promo papers next week... T.T
i cant wait to c my result..
but i think i dint do well.. so also abit scared...
however.. is next week..
which means tt i still have a few days b4 tt...
which i should enjoy!! ^_^

and my school life now is all about PW...
finnal copy of WR is dued next week.. and we still need to cut down a thousand words..
[is really a thousand.. 1k...]

and after tt is OP... hope tt my group will do well...
and i will do my part and work hard for it!!

tomorrow is AJ's openhouse!!!
those interested sec 4 students plz feel free to come down and take a look... :)

6th oct

2006-10-06T22:32:00.000+08:00

e promos finally over over over!!!

so happy!! after mugging for like 3 weeks... can finally enjoy le!!

but!!
dint do well this time... at least i think so... or is e paper hard?? maybe... hopefully...
GP was rather ok la... was not worst than wat i expect... cas my GP is CMI de.. so not much diff...
Econ... haiz... also die lol... did a market structure wrongly... so tt whole qn no mark... as for e other qn.. think will also get vvv.low marks... and is confirm fail de lol...
Phy.. for those topic tt i studied well.. i can do.. most.. but for e topics which im not good at.. like waves and SHM.. all cannot do... and i got 1 ph is really blank... think e teacher will be happy to mark my paper.. cas no need to mark.. can just put 0 for tt page...
Maths.. killer paper... i think it really killed a lot lol... e peper is like... *&^%$#@!~... cannot do!!! got bout 40marks blank.. how to pass!!! ane e qn r really strange.. and funny... wat stupid chicken farm la... like i care...
Chem.. e last paper... and i think is my best paper.. i hope... mark a good end to my promos... is relatively muchmuch easier compered to e other subs...

wanted to go out celebrate yesterday right after e exam de... but cas my class got a lot of ppl taking chinese.. and their paper is today.. so only went to NYP for lunch.. b4 going home.. but i still enjoied e rest of e day by playing mj at sharon's house!!! i longlong time nv touch it le... hahaz..

then today went to e embassy.. want to renew my passport... but is not open due to China's national day... -_-" tt means i will need to go down again...

meet with my class ppl after tt.. at orchard.. dint really have an idea wat to do.. so wondered around for a while... then decide to go cini... when they just alight from e train at orchard... may as well meet at cini right?? lol.. and anyway.. i made e wrong choice by suggesting cini.. cas after lunch there.. we went to k pool... and at there.. some really coincident thing happened.. then make my mood for e rest of e day v.down... [till i got my ice-cream!!] i nv imagine tt i would meet him there lol.. [plz dont ask who if u dont understand.. cas u wont no him.. :)]is like.. when he is finally out of my mind for bout half a yr.. i saw him again.. and he is playing pool right beside us... [we were at table 15 and his friends at 16.. -_-] how much more 'qiao' can it be?? and e thing is.. i dint c him until i drop my cue stick out of a sudden... then i caught his eyes.. and i think he saw me too... is like at tt point.. i really wish there is a wall to block me from him... cas i was really not well dressed... [by right we wanna go ice skating de.. so i was wearing this super big jeans.. and a plain until cannot plain e pink shirt...] and im super embarrassed from e fact tt i cant hold e stick properly.. ahh... dear.. how can this happen??!! at this time?? when im finally relieved from e stress of e promos.. and have my mind not to think of anything for one day.. just a simple eye contact brought up all my memories like is like e flow of water when a dam collapse.. and i realised tt i get vv.tired after tt.. dint feel like doing anything.. and just stone... until i got my ice-cream... which nv fail to brighten my mood...

met muihiang for dinner after tt..and chat fo a while.. wanted to go shopping.. but we were both v.tired i guess..so went home a while after we start to shop.. hahaz..

18th sept

2006-09-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

en entry written by a person...
who was feeling too stressed up...
by e promos...

life is filled with revision these days... revision revision revision revision and revision... and also... not forgetting our lessons... cca plannings... and e dearest pw wr and EOM!!!

been doing my eom for hours... and still cant really pass... totally hate it... sosososososo angry!!! wanna explode!!!

everything coming up together... how to do??? [laughing with tears in e eyes] sobz...

i hate my life now...
life without { outings.. friends... meeting ups... dinner with friends... going out... slacking times... aim.. goal.. longlong tv session... computer games... pool.. k-box.. town.. movies... chalets... }
just hate it totaly!!!

wats e point... living in it while u dont like part any of it... may as well just stop schooling and go work right?? sometimes i really feel like going back centuries... where no 1 knows wat is dy/dx.. and stupid formulae like power/area... is just sicking la... living in such a world... which has an education system tt aims to stretch e students...

i really envy those tt can really put themselves down and study for like hours... im loosing my patience... or did i have it in e 1st place... maybe i need to be forced?? or maybe tt also wont work..

sat down at my study table for 2 hrs just now... and dint even manage to finish a lecture notes with only 8pgs... and half e things dint get in... wats wrong?? im i just stupid or just stupid...

how am i suppose to bring myself back to e correct path?? desperately need a event to destress... i no there isnt much time left b4 e promos... and i really wanna do well... i no all e things tt im suppose to no... and all tt im suppose to have done... but... but... but... fine.. im trying to find an excuse for myself... ok.. i admit...

im nv good at controling myself at e impt time... dint put in all e effort tt i could have for almost all the things in my life... always loosing it in e most impt time... the last min..

i have almost all e things 1 could have want in life... a gd life.. a gd family.. gd parents tt really love me... but i have take them for granted most of e time... even gd grandparents who always dote on me... gd friends who accept all my mistakes... and my childish acts... and support me whenever im feeling low... i have all tt 1 could have ask for.. in a perfect life.. yet my life is like.. a total mess...

im sorry tt my blog became my place to destress.. cas cant find any other ways... if i keep everything to my heart and head... i will become a tumbler in no time... just tt im upside down... -^-..

12th sept

2006-09-12T23:16:00.000+08:00

JIAYOU for e PROMO!!! [and A & O levels too]

^_^

STUDY!!!

9th sept

2006-09-09T23:20:00.000+08:00

just drop by to post a short entry b4 i go to my dreamland :)

just 'finish' my gp presentation slides.. [still have e wr for it to be done -_-] really wonder y e teacher wanna give us group work on gp now.. when every1 is busy doing revision for promo.. and wr 3rd draft... bobian lol... she give.. we must do... =x

e sept holiday is gone le.. this is e 1 tt pass v.fast every time... due to e end of yr exam which follows i suppose... is e 1st time tt final yr really stress me la... usually final yr exam is ok de...

school reopening soon...
thought really dying le.. cas i mistake both my phy and chem spa to be on next week.. turn out tt phy is on wk2 and chem.. is dont no when.. hahaz.. [ok la.. i no i blur can..]

but still.. have many other things to do!!

my momentum to do work is back!! slowly... i guess.. but is a good start ma.. :)

every 1 jiayou for watever exam u r preparing!!! ^_^

7th Sept

2006-09-07T22:58:00.000+08:00

1st of all.. an early HAPPY BIRTHDAY to WINGYAN and AUDREY!!! wish tt all ur dreams can come true... and loads of luck for ur promos.. ^_^
i think is really great to know someone whos b'day is e same as urs... is just fun.. esp if u all r close friends... [i no there r some exceptions.. =x] imagine u msg some1 happy birthday.. and e person reply happy birthday to u too... hahaz.. isnt tt interesting??
went to school for extra phy lesson today... 4hrs... o.O really INTERESTING... i dint take in any thing e teacher say after e 3rd hour.. maybe cas im super hungry by then.. :p
must do work le!! really running short of time... only like 23 days away to promos.... !!! 0.0 tts like really fast...hope i can get over and done with it... =)

go study!!!

e expression in her eyes

2006-09-06T14:16:00.000+08:00

was just looking around when i came across this skin... dint intend to change skin de.. but e pic of e girl really attracted me... e expression in her eyes... and i personally feel tt this skin is v.warming... have a cosy feel...
just finish reading some short stories from e book '化阻力为助力'.. inspired me a lot... came to think tt many problems im facing now r created by me... if only i can go back to e v.basic of life and dont ask for so much.. surely i will be much happier... but is not tt easy to let go at times...
拿的起不一定放的下... is some stage one need to learn in e life ba.. either by understanding the idea behind.. which is e easier way... or experience it by e harder path.. but personal experience will truly teach u more ba... at least from wat i no...
oh btw.. i accidentally miss some links when transferring... dont no y... if i miss out urs just tag ur add here k.. so i can add back...
and my blog entries got no date 1... any1 no how to include tt?? :p

no link

2006-09-04T13:42:00.000+08:00

promos is only 28 days away... every1's busy nowadays.. preparing for promos.. prelims.. well.. life is turly bout learning... but not to e extent tt u do nothing but revision right.. at least im not doing just tt... or rather not yet doing tt.. currently tring my best to get into e revision mood... and doing tutorials... but im really going at a super slow rate... and if i continue with this speed.. confirm cannot finish all e things b4 promos... -_-" is either i chiong or i dont finish... *deh* seriously i dont mind going through lessons and doing tutorials... but i wanna do it at my own pace... so i can really enjoy e process and learn e most... but... e teacher is always so fast... end up i rush everything... without really understanding it... but have to keep up... and e result will be everything gets confused... and cant really understand... my life seens to be in a total mess.. losing control of many things..

好像飞但却发现已没有翅膀
一意孤行结果弄得遍体鳞伤
好像拥有了全世界但又怎样
少了太阳最美的不过是星空
发现失去了自己真正的舞台
当初那挥着翅膀的自己在哪

a totally no link entry... :p

[free fall]

starry night

2006-08-30T22:01:00.000+08:00

Jupiter is spectacularly bright and can be seen leading the celestial pack across the same approximate path that the sun takes during the day!! and is just beside e moon!! i wanna see... but cant even fine e moon tonight... :"( sadsadsadsadsad........
and i just realised tt pluto was voted out of e solar system on 24th aug 2006... wat a nice present for me.. -_-"""""""
ahhh im sososo angry and sad.. :( :( :(
for e bright sky of singapore...
realy envy those taking plane tonight lol... flying above e clouds in e darkness... cas see all these... ahhhh... im jealous.. cas e night sky above e clouds is really NICE... took a night plane last time.. though feel v.unwell after tt cas cant really slp.. but e sky is really super duple nice la!!!
and i miss NYJC's track at night... where u can see a lot of stars... and maybe Jupiter in this case!!! e next time it will appear is sometime in 2044... when i will be like 57??... lol...
hump... sianz... ahh... blah...

[i wanna c e starry sky!! :( ]

sick day

2006-08-29T20:55:00.000+08:00

got our promotion exam time table today... starting on 2nd oct.. sianz.. only 35 more days only.. 0.0 must start reveison le... must do well... for my dream uni.. wa hahahaz.. really hope to get in.. and think tt my parents can fang4 xin1 le if i manage to get into it!! but.. will have to leave all my friends... anyway.. dont think too much 1st.... kao3 dao4 then say.. :D

really not much time left for J1 le.. time really pass vvvv.fast lol... is dont feel v.long ago when we were still going to And Sec lib to study for O level lo... and tt is already like a yr ago... 0.0 and A level is only like a yr later... and b4 long i will not be a 'uniform' student anymore... T_T so sad...

but well.. guess i will have to try to enjoy e time at e rate it is moving.. cas there is really nothing i can do to change e speed it is going... and learn to keep up with e pace... (:

my flu is almost gone... and my voice is back... hahaz... though my throat still hurts when i talk... but got voice le.. hehez.. and i really drink a lot of water today lo... think i drink e amount of water i normally drink in 3 days... :p and something v.interesting happened... i wend to fill my bottle half way during GP lesson.. i fill e bottle at e water cooler... i went into e cubical... when i come out.. my bottle was gone... -_-" and is those mineral water bottle eh... lol... i sick already still take my bottle... hump.. then make my throat hurt for e 3 hrs of lesson after tt.. cas cant keep going out of class just to drink water ma...

must go do my work le... work hard for it!!! promos!!!

[working hard for a step closer to my dream] :)

sick

2006-08-26T12:55:00.000+08:00

1st day of my 19... and im sick... heavy flu... -_-"

so cant go out... guess i shall take this as a chance to truly rest at home... since there is nothing i can do...
sore throat + headache + a lil bit of fever + body ache = medicine + loads of water & liang cha [ i feel like a filter...]

by right meeting friends to celebrate b'day 1.. then now cant go out... and cant talk... called peifen just now to tell her tt i cant meet her today le.. then she thought i was crying or something... [my voice is tt bad??] hahaz...

thankz for all e presents and dinners from all my friends... 28/06.. xingying.. selina.. muihiang.. eunice.. shuyi.. dean.. fabby.. chengen.. weiyang..
and e b'day wishes and msges from 28/06.. pat.. muihiang.. weiyang.. audrey.. jenny.. limhan.. fabby.. xingying.. mummy.. daddy.. shuyi.. cally.. kenhan.. mingjue.. sharon.. chengen.. zhiheng.. yiwen.. connie.. peifen.. liangyan..
and e b'day songs from 28/06.. wingyan.. cally.. audrey.. chinping.. adeline.. gerald.. limhan.. and daddy.. mummy..
[hope tt i dint miss out any1.. =p ]

okz.. now shall go slp somemore le.. due to e effect of e medicine... -_-

[believe]

b'day

2006-08-25T21:39:00.000+08:00

Thankz u guys for all e
birthday presents,
dinners and wishes..
^_^

[i will upload more bout today again.. :)]

[a smile to face e world]
[confident]
^_^

k-box

2006-08-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

finally got in... thought they deleted my account or something just now.. cas i use e wrong user name... hahaz... *blur.. :p

went to k-box with xingying and selian today... finally... after like 2 months? really long long ago lo.. considering e fact tt i used to go almost every week last time... =x well.. some may ask like.. wats so nice bout singing?? but really... is fun!! esp when u can sing all u wan and no 1 will look at u... hahaz...

dint really go anywhere after tt... cas i need to go home do my EoM for PW... such a 'nice' and 'easy' work... :p spend close to 5hrs on it la... took my nice and sweet sun evening away... hump... -_- but well.. i finish it le!!! wahahaz.. so happy.. and im proud of it.. yeah.. dont care wat my pw teacher is going to say.. im happy with it... :D

promos coming in 6 weeks... so fast!! ahhh... i haven start revision yet... not even for my maths test on 28th aug... sianz... i realised tt i really forgot all my sec 4 work... esp diff. and integ... i cant even do diff for trigo lo... -_-"" sian diao... must start to do work le... promo is no joking lol... i dont wanna retain... and i wan at least a B for my maths... jiayou!!! can do it de!!

[wishing for my wish to come true ^_^]

antonym

2006-08-14T23:04:00.000+08:00

yeah!! birthday coming... hahaz... :))) so happy... but tt day got school.. then cca.. till quite late... humm... but i have e sat to play... hopefully... ^_^

came home alone today... had sometime to think bout my life on e way... and came through some parts tt i dont even understand... like.. wat i say and wat i really feel is really different... esp when times tt i say i dont care... and i really do... and when i say is not necessary... but i actually want it a lot.. just nv say it out... and at times when i say 'i dont "love" u'... actually im already falling in...... :)was quite sad this morning... cas waited for ur reply yesterday... but u dint... through is only a short msg to wish u night... :) but it seems tt u nv understand truly how i feel.. and wat im thinking... anyway... just hope tt u will be happy.. :) as always... cas ur smile is really nice... :)) [:p]

hahaz.. ok la.. nothing much today... school... hw.. and i shall run off to do my tutorials now... ^_^

[antonym]

slacking

2006-08-12T19:29:00.000+08:00

just had 2 days of holiday.. and is sat again... rest.. slp.. slack... really need to change my life style... if not will turn into a pig in no time... :p
on 8/8 there is no school... but got celebration for national day... and every 1 was suppose to wear red or white... and ppl really look different.. cas aj uni really make ppl look ugly.. and v'student' looking... e celebration was quite boring.. :p thought i ehjoied myself at some part of e concert... but having to sid in a v.limited space for 2hrs is really not comfortable...
went to j8 with selian after tt... had lunch and a chatting session... and talk about some sensitive issues... bout love.. bout religion.. bout life... one of e interesting question tt she mentioned was tt if u will die e day after.. wat will u regret not doing?? and wat will be one of e last things u do...

if there is really something tt u want to do... then what is stop u from it... cas u wont no if u will die tomorrow... [v.pessimistic hor.. but quite true eh]
cas u really wont no wat will happen tomorrow ma...
went to meet shenbian ppl after tt... we r celebrating justin's bday... so good lo.. every year got holiday on his b'day... so shuang... then end up tt he is e 1st to reach.. and all e rest r late... -_-" went to pool with them.. and hang around for a while... b4 rushing down to china town area for my dental appointment...
waited for like 1hr+ there...
went to cityhall to meet NYJC PAE 0622 mates... long time nv c them already.. and i really miss them loads.. audrey.. chinping.. karthini... cally.. weiting.. wingyan.. cheohao... weeter.. gerald.. zhiheng... and e birthday girl.. michelle... e gang was really funny... esp when i was sitting with gerald and karthini... they were really entertaining le... i cant even eat when they talk... laugh until stomach pain.. hahaz... cas gerald keep saying karthini bout all e funny things.. and she will reply some even more funny stuff... wahahahaz... :D :D :D then after tt went to watch fireworks... really v.beautiful eh...

heart shape de!!!

manymany fireworks...
been really long since i last saw these type of fireworks... like 10 yrs?? [tt make me sound so old.. hahaz]

and this is our pic of e day!! with out wingyan and henry... cas they couldent find us... :p
and mi in e centre.. look so out of place.. hahaz..
envy those who r born on 8/8.. cas they always get nice things like fireworks and holiday for their b'day...

[my computer is finally fixed... fixed??]

no computer

2006-08-03T13:52:00.000+08:00

yeah finally have a chance to update my blog... must clear e spider webs here 1st... been long since last entry... at 1st is lazy to update.. then computer cannot use.. hump.. now using school comp.. hahaz...
last fri went to pearl's house to throw a farewell party for liang yan.. cas she leaving us le... so sad... was v.fun... and cried a bit... hahaz... was bbqing and chatting e whole evening... and spent some time in e play ground... haha... playing swing!!! longlong time nv play le... and swee kun taught me how to swing urself up... hahaz...
then sun went to e airport to see liangyan off... to canada... so good lo.. can go there study.. but she is going alone.. so must be v.independent... strong girl... hope she will be doing well there.. and study hard!! we shall all achieve for our goals...
now we r officially left with only 7 girls in our class... must be united!! and give each other moral support... cas final year is only like 8weeks away... and must do well for it la... no 2nd chance de... jiayou!!
suddenly had the thought of sutting short hair yesterday.. after keeping long hair for bout 6 yrs... but my mum and friends all say i dont look good in short hair... so haven decide yet... [so much things left undone...] but i really wonder how would i look in short hair...
been v.tired reciently... like not enough slp... though i have been slping like 7hrs a day for e pass week... is a lot le leh... but my body still think is not enough... humm...
next week only have 2days of school.. due to national day... shall make use of e time to catch up a bit on my work... all e due-ing tutorials...and also finish up on our written report for project work...
and maybe go back to and sec on tue if got time... cas b4 tt need to come school for celebration and after tt got dental appointment at bout 4... then at night meeting my shenbian friends to celebrate justin's birthday... hope i can spend my time well... and finish all those things...
need to go for phy prac. le... but teacher doing 2hrs of tutorial... :(((

[i wanna use msn... and computer.. at home....]

blood donation

2006-07-19T20:43:00.000+08:00

a substantial day... [cant think of a better word.. :p]
morning i was on e train ee i dint manage to catch for bout 3months... hahaz.. then rich school le saw jiazheng with our super thick PW working resource file... is so thick tt e file cant close properly la... i dint realise tt we have so much research materials... :x
then e usual maths lesson... followed by PE... but today we only ran 1 round... hahaz... less than 400m... for AJ PE... is surprising la... cas we r suppose to go hall and plat table tennis... longlong time nv touch tt le... e last time i play was 9yrs ago ba... when i was like 9... hahaz... so obviously.. i cant play le... cant control e ball... :p then half way through a group of guys came in to keep e tables and chairs... [e hall was used for listening yesterday...] and sweekun kick one of e PE teachers accidentally... cas he was standing behind her.. then she jump back... and the teacher was like giving tt *today i super suai* face... hahaz.. super funny...
e other lessons were as usuall... but we manage to discuss some events as our econs teacher wasnt in... quite a number of things going on next week... liangyan is leaving for cananda next sat... so sad... we have even fewer girls in e class... and will miss her lo... a nice girl...
after school me and sweekun went for blood donation!! [but she dint donate cas e nurse cant find her vein] my 1st time... hahaz.. was thinking tt maybe they wont take mine cas last time my BP v.low... but somehow.. is in e normal range today... hahaz... then had blood test and all tt b4 they really take my blood... was a bit nervous la... cas i scared tt i may feel giddy... but it turn out to be ok... [just tt my hand was super cold] is interesting when u feel ur blood flow out of u... and is warm... [duh] then b4 me got i guy donate half way then feel giddy... so e nurse make him lie down.. and lift up his legs... [so e blood can flow to his head] and he was left in tt position for bout 15min... i was saying tt guys r not used to losing too much blood... :p
after my cca... which i only attend for 5 min... [ and e teacher was teaching my fav. song...] i went to orchard to look for beien to collect my book... when she say my blood donation band she was like "u dare to donate blood ah??!!" hey.. im not tt weak ok... at least physically im not... hahaz...
okz.. now i shall go do my gp essay+outline+research le... and pack my phy file... cas need to hand in on fri... [and most of my tutorials not completed!! die..]

[green]

i went out again.. +(

2006-07-16T16:53:00.000+08:00

im suppose to be home doing my tutorials yesterday... but well... :D i went out... :p tt makes my sunday packed with stuff to be done...

was at orchard yesterday.. with shenbian ppl... long time nv c them le... went to get things for friends bday... then went to c beien... really miss them... all the days when we stay back in NY after school... to do all e funny and crappy things b4 e meeting... and e tears we went through... T.T [mostly mine.. :p] but no 1 can go back in time... so just enjoy e moment now ba... so u wont regret later... ^_^

i need to go continue with my tutorials le... b4 they really pile up... :

[simple is a form of happiness]

shining star

2006-07-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

yo... my mood is v.high today... hehez...
by right wanna meet shenbian ppl for dinner de... but cas i too lazy to go down so came home... long time nv c them le... maybe meet up next week at somewhere near bishan or amk?? so i went to woodlands with xingying for lunch.. and she need to get some stuff... for her trip to xiamen... so cool lol... can go oversea during school days... *jealous* hahaz.. just hope tt they will enjoy e trip... and get a gold!! AJ choir jiayou!! i also bought a lot of stuff... all food!! muhahaz... must eat back my 3kg... hehez... got choco.. sweet... all e junk food.. :p so unhealthy... but who cares... once in a while wont hurt ba... i guess...

got back all my result for MYE le... :x
flunk almost every subject... ahhhh... haven tell my parents my results yet... wait till e report card come then say ba... and there is meet e parents' session nextnext week!! just hope tt my teachers r not so 'interested' in seeing my parents... -_-

e blood donation ppl coming to AJ next wed... and quite a lot of ppl planning to donate... think they r really clever to ask for it in school... cas students r always kinder than adults... and will be willing to donate... i also want to.. but my mum was discouraging me from doing so... so dont no leh... maybe still will ba... since can help others.. and anyway hope my blood pressure is not tt low till they dont wanna take my blood...

tomorrow no school!! whole day no need to go out... muhahahaz... but i need to cheong my tutorials and hw... got like 1 chem tutorial 1 phy tutorial 1 gp paper 1 essay research + outline + essay 2 gp articles 1 maths tutorial & 1 econ essay outline... =(( and i need to go through my MYE papers...im so busy.. hahaz.. but im happy with it... and will have a sense of achievement after finishing everything ba.... [hope to finish la...]
life is full of things to do and hope now... :) im happy now... ^_^

[shining]

concentration

2006-07-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

just wrote a v.long entry... but my comp just close e window... :( and i nv save it... so i will redo it again... but this will be a shorter 1... [cas cant really remember wat i was typing just now...]
ok... bored school days... study hw study hw pw cca... is all bout this... every1 is starting to prepare for either A level.. O level... or promo... no 1 want to go play... i wanna go beach... watch sunset... or maybe just catch a movie... any takers?? im trying v.hard to fill my mind with things so i wont hu si luan xiang...[ which i cant stop myself from...] i need a v.busy life to bring my mind away from all those things... or maybe really a rest tt can recharge myself...[not 1 tt i will play so hard tt i get more tired..]
been thinking so much tt im losing weight... bout 3kgs... and have not been eating much... im even losing my interest in food!! [really wrong] just hope tt i will be back to normal soon... cheer up!!

[concentration]

e audition

2006-07-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

ok... wanted to update yesterday...but i was simply too tired and lazy...

reach home at 5+ yesterday.. after e audition for new face 2006... was a tiring day... plus e fact tt i was on heels for bout 9 hrs... :s my feet was killing me by e time i reach home... :
the audition was held at subaru hub at tpy... i was expecting bout 100 ppl to turn up la... cas e ppl there were shortlisted u c... so thought tt there wont be so many ppl... then turn up tt there were like 250 ppl... o.O then we got a number each and started waiting... i got 113 which was around e middle... so not too bad... waited for bout an hr b4 going in in groups of 8... then e judges was like staring at us.. and we r suppose to keep smiling for the whole time when we were in there... :x and surprisingly.. i wasnt nervous... so i tried my best to hold e smile on my face... while they were staring at us... 0.0

then we got out and waited for e result... and had our lunch... i think tt e girls were simply too nervous or they just dont eat... they dint even finish e food catered for 200 ppl when there were 250 ppl... -_-"

after lunch... we waited for bout another hr.. b4 e guy came our with a list... then e whole hall went silent... "ok here is e list of girls selected for e 2nd round... in in numerical order... so if ur no is not called, just leave e room k... and maybe join again next year... " then this guy started with number 90+... all those b4 tt was super sad la... but no 1 stood up.. so they were just waiting for him to finish e list... then... he started calling single digits... and he realised tt e no is not in order... -_-""
my number was e last few he called... i thought i wasnt going to get in.. so i was like ready to leave then... then i heard "113"... im like... oh... i got in?? hahaz... after e 1st round... there were bout 50+ left... so im kind of luky huh... e chance is 1/5... :D then we need to go through it again and again... im feeling ok.. but some of e others r really nervous... e time e judges stared at us increase as e no of ppl decrease... :p feels weird...
then when it finally came to e final list... im a bit nervous... they selected 23 for e final list... im not in... wells.. kind of expected... was already v.happy tt i got through e 1st few... and guess wat... im 113... 110 111 112 and 114 all got in... out of 250... hahaz... but i have to say tt they r really good... and pretty... and they know how to make up... [i will need to learn tt]
think will c them on e papers or something next week... hope to c my new friends there.. :)

e audition is really fun... and i really learn a lot from e others yesterday... e way they present themselves.. e way they talk... is all e 'class' ppl... and some bitch ones of cause... but im lucky tt i met nice ones.. :))

im suppose to go k-box with selian today... but i only got up at 1 due to e effect of e painkiller i took at 6am today... and i dint call her... i think she must be really angry with me... so.. to selian: so sorry... *_* and really thankz for e make up...
and i will only be able to return muihiang's Dori book next week...

just finish tabulating my group's survey results... i forget how to do a nice and proper pie chart!! can only get e ugly 1s tt e excel give... which i dont like... :( all e computer lessons i have in sec 1 & 2 were wasted... :p cas i dint really learn anything from it...

i shall go and do my chem tutorial now... i must be guai and study hard... so i wont flunk my promo... hopefully... :)

[ ^_^ ]

audition

2006-07-07T19:27:00.000+08:00

audition tomorrow!! so nervous... :s
hope everything will be fine tomorrow... and i can get through e audition successfully... =))
yesterday went to 2806 outing... is v.fun... our 1st outing... :)) and even our teacher came down... wahaha... played pool and bowling... i was so bad la... esp when playing pool... :(( can even get e ball in no matter wat... argh..... e whole day i only won 2 game... out of 6 or 7... just bad...
mummy calling me for dinner now... hahaz... i can never resist the temptation of food... :p

[yi ding ke yi de]

so much

2006-07-04T20:07:00.000+08:00

in the past few days, there have been so much things happening around me.. until i dont know how to react and dont have the time for some of them... its been the most amazing days in my life... one of those that i will remember for the rest of my life... a sweet dream... e sweetest tt i have ever had...

你的笑像陽光般燦爛小心翼翼藏在我口袋

i can feel it... but all beatuiful memories should be preserved.. keep aside... so it will nv change... is so beautiful that u wont even want to change it... like a tear crystal... one that u treasures... and is willing to give in anything to keep it... like a daisy at the top of a mountain... so rare.. yet so beautiful... is that nice...

to a special person...
you made the dream for me... though u took it away in the end... but i still treasures e times tt i have it... even if it is only for a few days... you know wat im refering to? well.. i truely hope u will read this entry and understand it... though i may not have make it obverse bout how i feel... but i can feel it... and i hope u did too... i really do...
诚心的祈求希望愿望成真感恩

make

a

wish

~

1

2

3

~

ok.. now shall be back to e normal me.. :)

had a good msg today during my econs lesson tt really cheer me up.... muhahahaz... im shortlisted for TNPNFC2006 [understand??] hahaz... so happy... e audition is this sat... now i shall really think bout to go or not... cas it may be a change tt can affect my life... any suggestions?? i will have to five a response if im going by thu... tt leaves me 2 days to think bout it.... humm.. really dont no...

ok.. i got back my math and chem result today... ah.. so badly done... expected at least a C for both la... and i got D... =(( so sad.. and well i suppose econ and phy will be worst la... argh... hump.. but i will do better next time de.. if i really mug a month b4 e test.. think can at least get a C ba... WORK HARD!!!

my life is turing back to e yi4 dian3 ye3 bu4 hao3 wan2 de state again...beside some occational incidents tt add colour to my life... like having dinner with shenbian ppl... outings... chatting session with xingying and selian...[ which i really need now ]... and maybe laughing with my class...

realised tt my mood changes a lot from e start of e entry... hahaz... i really hope tt 1 day i can learn to control my emotions... is a skill tt i really need to learn lo...must master tt... =))

[诚心的祈求希望愿望成真感恩]

^_^

fire conference

2006-07-01T15:34:00.000+08:00

yeah MYE is finally over!! think i flunk my last paper... phy la... haiz... but nvm.. is over... just wait and learn from my mistakes ba... a long weekend ahead... 3days... a nice time to cheong my holiday homework... have really been enjoying my holiday la... till i almost dint do any thing... :p so have to work now...

went to PS with xingying yesterday to get her piano book... then had lunch there... been chatting all e way... :p a lot of things to discuss about... hehez...

then at night went to the fire conference with chengen and his church... the people there are really friendly and nice... had a great evening... the conference is a talk by evangelist reinhard bonnke... is an experience for me la... cas nv go to this kind of events b4... the conference really showed me the power the lord have on people... cant really say much la... is more of the feeling u get.. and im not in e position to really comment bout it...

then by the time i reach home... i was v.tired la... been up at 6+ cas my phy paper in in the morning... then reach home only at 12+... : was so tired tt after bathing... i fall asleep on my bed without taking off my spects and off the light... had a longlong slp... wakeup at 2pm by my father... cas he think im sick... -_-"

then now need to start doing my gp articles le... have 8 to do... again...

[happy!! ^_^]

28/06

2006-06-28T13:07:00.000+08:00

is 28/06 today!! wahahahaz... an impt day on my calender.. for those who knows way... :D and also my 'class day'..

been busy preparing for my exam in e pass week.. so there r not much posts... :p today just finish my maths paper... not as bad as expected la... was expecting e standard of mdm wong's a-maths paper... but turn out to be ok... and also can finish in time..[at least those tt can do all do le] just hope tt e result wont turn out to be too bad la... cas my gp econ and chem hor... haiz... well.. still got phy on fri as e last paper... jiayou!!

e school will be giving us 2 days of holiday next week.. on mon and thu... and my pe days r tue and wed... : so 'heng' lol...

i wanna go slp now le.. hahaz.. is 1pm... maybe i will wake up at 2pm... [tomorrow?? hahaz] have been slping for only 5hrs a day for e past 3 days... and im e type tt need 8hrs a day lo... so v.tired now...

[ is 28/06 today!!!!!]

i hate mugging

2006-06-22T22:55:00.000+08:00

holiday ending in 3 days... meaning tt exams r 3days away... :(
i dont like mugging... preparing for exam... and taking exam... :((
and when u get back e results... :(((

learning is great... u get to know new things... and have fun while doing it.. cas e teachers will crack lame jokes... and having lessons with ur class simply roxz...
but why must we like have MYE?? cant they have tests after every topic?? so we dont need to 'revise' so much?? and who suggested having e MYE after e holiday??!!
holiday is for u to rest ma... and of cause.. read through ur notes to prepare for e next topics and understand what u have learn in e term...
not to mug cas e 1st day of term 3 is ur exam!!
#',[/]/#*(fhd9K&Gm4'.;
i know there r some hard working ones out there tt will study everyday since e start of e holiday so they can 'be prepared' for e exam.. and would love to have it after e holiday cas they will have 30 days extra to mug... but since we have been taking e exams b4 e june holiday for e past 8 yrs? [or maybe longer?] y not just continue with it?? :s
y must they put it such tt we cant enjoy e last day of our holiday?? [unless u r so hardworking tt u finish everything b4 tt]

[i miss Anderson SEC.. badly..]

weekly edition

2006-06-17T22:57:00.000+08:00

think is time for me to kind of update le... :p hahaz..
this week not much things on... mon went back to ny to meet ccs ppl to study... miss e sch.. nv go there for like 2 months?? hahaz.. nothing really change la... did chem there... but only a bit.. cas e weather was v.dry and warm and cant concentrate... then also hungry cas i nv eat lunch.. :
then after tt went to yoshi at J8 for dinner.... was so hungey tt i still wanna eat ice-cream after a power meal.. :p [i am getting fat.. :(]
then tue just pass w/o me realising... nt tt i study so hard till i forget e time.. but was slping all day.. :p then wed went to k-box at cini... with selian... then after tt went to walkwalk at town...
then thu also just fly pass.. :p [i was wasting time lol... :((]
fri went to woodlands lib. to mug... with selian and muihiang... and loads of fun being with them... u can just laugh lol... hahaz.. :))
then today was like stoning at my study table... i was looking at e notes but dont seems to get anything from it... feel like reading a blank piece of paper... >.<
eh just realise tt my days got patten de... 1 day at home, 1 day out.. hahaz
and i am eating a lot these days... thing my weight will shoot lol... :x cas i am hungry again... and my dinner was only 3hrs ago... o.O

[nxeigynienhgc]

lesser entries

2006-06-12T22:39:00.000+08:00

im getting more and more lazy... dont feel like doing anything... not even blogging... but decide to update cas in e next 2 weeks there will be v.few entries... as i will be preparing foe my MYE... wich starts on e 1st day of term 3.. :( and e 1st paper is GP.. :(( oh... hope tt i can pass... nothing much happening la... study study study.. and pw occasionally... life b4 exams r like this... i have already [and must] accept it... just cant force myself into e full speed at e right track yet... but going to... 13more days to MYE... jiayou!!

[study!!!!]

i feel super studpid la... just throw away something tt i treasure loads and will nv have again... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
all e while i have been trying to keep things tt can bring back memories... and i just realised tt i throw something which is an impt mark of my life away!!! OMG... :/\/\/\/

[i want it back!! :"(]

flag day

2006-06-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

wake up at 11+ today... when muihiang called me.. i was still in bed... :p then she's like saying 'u still slping huh?' well.. we r suppose to meet at amk mrt station at 12.10 la.. to go collect out things for a flag day... so i was like telling her tt i need to print a letter to tell the school tt i did e flag day and ask e person in charge to sign... and then she send me e letter by her school... cas i really dont no wat to write.. so got everything done and went..
then meet her.. after collecting e tin.. we decide to go eat 1st b4 starting... :p cas i super hungry la... and feel a bit 'low blood pressure'.. hahaz.. then went to bishan to do it.. cas its 1 of e best place for it lol... yap and we ask and ask and ask.. until legs ache.. mouth ache and vvv.tired... :x my feet still v.pain now.. :(
and i ask 'would u like to donate' for 500+ times today... said 'thank you and have a nice day' for another 200+ times.. think i dont wanna do flag day for at least 3months le... really v.paiseh... and sad when ppl ignore u...

did e flag day from 12.44 to 5.45.. yeah 5hrs of CIP... then walk around for a while... and went to yishun to meet my parents... went to sembawang shopping centre for dinner.. [its not sun plaza... is some place btw yishun and sembawang... some funny place...]

had dinner in a thai restrant... i ate a lot.. cas e food nice and also tt i am hungry.. hahaz.. 2 bowls of pineapple rice and some veggi and crab... then went to shop for a while b4 coming home...

shall end here...

[tired]

xijuhe

2006-06-09T13:40:00.000+08:00

after watching e performance yesterday... feel v.naive[cant think of a better word].. cas a lot of things cant really understand e feeling... like u need experience and all tt.. ppl r always in circumstances that they dont want to be and they prefer the pass as they r use to it.. but nothing is ever constant... it will change eventually... is like man's power isnt enough to change everything... but not to keep anything from not changing either... buildings.. information.. they r just keep changing...

like a story tt e actor said.. he knew of a man who is below 50.. and all e schools he studied in was gone.. even uni... isnt tt sad.. like school is e place where u grow up and learn and experience... first friend..first teacher.. first person u dislike... first love..

and kids nowadays dont seem to have childhood... i still remember tt when i was a kid.. i use to play with my neighbours' children... run around... eat together... go to eachother's place for meal... is fun to be wild when u r young... really fun... but these days... dont think is possible... ppl will look at u with funny expression if u run in e carpark and play catching ba... is just different... :)

yap tts wat e play make me feel la... and after e play... chat with e teacher for a while and we decide to tak cab home... 3ppl... i am taking alone.. cas no 1 stays near yishun... :(

and we waited for 1/2 an hour b4 i got a cab... 1/2 an hour eh!!! and i need to reach home in 35min... wat e... i was wondering tt where have all e cabs gone... then i realised tt is on e street.. just tt they r on call or busy... :x

end up i took 1hr to reach... think is faster if i took MRT la... then reach home tt time daddy refuse to talk to me... cas i was late... but is kind of good too.. or i wont be able to slp le... just hope tt i will be fine after he return from work later...

wao dint no i have so much to write bout... kekez.. shall end here... ^_^

[hao xin qing]

new skin

2006-06-08T13:40:00.000+08:00

yeah new blogskin!! e 1st tt i did myself... v.happy bout it.. :)) ya.. just tt.. hehez..

xijuhe

2006-06-08T11:45:00.000+08:00

yeah.. today no need go school.. :)) can slp till 11+.. muhahaz..

going to watch xijuhe tonight.. with my shenbian ppl... kind of miss them... hahaz.. though e last time we meet was only like a week ago... :p cas they r really nice ma.. e idea of being with them makes me feel happy.. :D maybe cas its 1 of e link between me and NY?? i dont really no... just love them...

ok la.. nothing much to say here.. i shall go have my meal le... i'm hungry!!

[ p^_^q ]

^_^

2006-06-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

想了很久…终於决定了要放手…
理由不是应为我不再爱你...
而是我知道我无法给你你想要的温柔…
所以何必强求...
把爱放开了…
或许你我还可以是朋友…
过去时时刻刻的相伴…
点点滴滴…日月星辰…
都会成为我脑海里最美丽的回忆...
我会好好的把它们保存起来…
因为它们是你给我最最珍贵的礼物…
谢谢你...

undo

2006-06-05T17:44:00.000+08:00

feeling much better today... after lying on my bed for bout 30+hrs... been slping most of e time... hahaz.. :p 'pigging'

thought today got lesson de... then was thinking tt i maybe cant go cas sick... then turn out tt i remember wrongly... e lectures are tomorrow...

nothing much to update bout la... been slping and reading story books for e pass 2 days... cant do otherthings cas will feel giddy e moment i stand up... due to my low blood pressure i think...

came across this nice short paragraph... think is really nice and yet is able to express a lot...

is from a book 'Uudo' by a korean writer... [ e 1 i read is in chinese la...]

"忘了谁曾经问过我，
觉得电脑的功能里，
最厉害的是哪一个，
当时我毫不犹豫地回答说:
'Undo'
因为那是现实生活中，
绝对不可能发生的神话。

时间，过错，记忆，伤痕，
如果这些都能够重来一次..."

[no 1 can undo e past, but u can prevent it from repeating itself in e future... ^_^]

sick

2006-06-03T17:05:00.001+08:00

:( feel sick today... v.unwell... painpain... :"(

finally started studying... at least doing some tutorial questions... got stuck at my MI tutorial... learn it twice le but still cant do... feel so stupid... lol...

been home for another 2days le... tt sounds so guai... :p

nv been doing much things... can feel that time is being wasted... will 1 week of e holiday is gone.. 3 more weeks... to e end of holiday.. and to my mid-year... ahh!! haven start revision yet... haiz... i dont like AJ life... e ppl so mugging de... everyday studystudystudy... think i learn better in NY... where u get to play and learn together... but i surely will slack de.. :p think tts y my parents dont want me to stay there ba... sobz...

["reborn"]

bored

2006-05-31T13:14:00.000+08:00

ahh.. is e 3rd day of holiday... and i haven do any school work yet... been stoning and slacking e whole time la... only manage to sit down at my studytable for sometime yesterday... i no i am wasting time... but i just cant get started... :(( every1 seems busy.. all e camp... oversea trip... but i dont have any... :"( so sad... lol just remember tt this time last yr.. i was preparing for a school trip to thailand... so fun... miss those ppl there loads...

guess i am too sian le... crapping... blahz...

well after all i spent e pass few days packing my ws.. and now they r in respective files.. hahaz so proud of it... just love to pack things and to put them in order... [maybe cas i am a virgo?? suppose to be perfectionist i think..]

and yap went to watch da vinci coad on mon... is a cool show la... think e reason y some say is nt nice is cas they read e book and expect too much from e movie... i mean is like e book is so thick lol.. they cant put everything into e movie right... so if u nv read e book b4.. maybe e movie will be better??

ah wat am i saying... confused by my own entry... watever... :s

any1 wanna go out?? i am like v.free this week...

[crap]

shoppin

2006-05-28T01:07:00.000+08:00

dur to e lack of slp in e past week... i slp at 12 yesterday.. and wake up at 2.30 today.. and slp for 14 1/2 hrs...hahaz... feel like a pig.. :p
wellz.. realised tt time is really e best medicine to some problems... manage to be back to normal again... after like 50+hrs... so yap... currently feel happy and be loved by friends.. :D

went out with peifen jieyan and weebeng today... connie and beien r suppose to go too.. but did manage to turn up... but we still had fun...

realised tt ppl realy love sales... is e 2nd day of great spore sale today... and the whole place is filled with ppl... [duh...] yap.. and of cause.. since i went out.. i bought smting too... :) got a new skirt.. a top and 2 pairs of earings... and they add up to be less than $40... i think e prices are quite reasonable la.... ^_^

and yap i slack through e 1st day of my holiday... w/o doing any school work... :p and tomorrow i am will be in town.. so wont be doing any work too.. i suppose.. :p
but mon will need to return to sch for lessons... [isnt it holiday??]

["pigging"]

holiday

2006-05-26T23:26:00.000+08:00

yeah holiday le... term 2 just fly pass like tt... like 1/4 of my JC life is gone.. really had fun this term in AJ... [ though it is nt as nice as tt in NYJC] :p ya.. really fell great getting to know e new ppl fron AJ... my OG and class ppl... ^_^

v.tired now... cas slp v.late last night... was lying on my bed from 12 till round 4 lol... just cant slp... was thinking about a lot of things... my past.. my present.. and my future... and how i will become in like 10 yrs later?? is really fun to think bout all these... u can get ur thoughts bout life more clearly...

yeah so i am in time for an entry b4 e holiday really starts.. [ like 1/2 hour later]
can enjoy myself... but nt forgtting to mug too.. mid yr in 4 weeks time??!! oh my... must make use of this month...

so every1 enjoy e holiday ba... have fun!!!

[feeling much better... tkz for all those tt r there when i need u... ^_^]

mistaken e mistake

2006-05-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

[warning: this is a super sad entry, so if u dont wanna spoil ur gd mood dont read!!]

feel v.depress just now... like all e bad memories... i realise tt e best and most effective way i learn is to learn from my mistakes... e mistake to love.. e mistake to hate.. e mistake tt i mistaken... was thinking bout a lot of things just now...like e stupid things i once did... and the things tt i once took for granted...

realised tt there is no perfect person in this world.. e more u c.. e ugly ppl become... so kind of learn my lesson nt to zoom in too much le...

and i realised tt i am just so naive at some of e things... like believing tt as long as i have faith in something... it can be dont... ttr like totally rubbish lol... faith cant bring u anywhere... in fact.. is usually e things tt u believe tt put u into problems... like all e depression r due to tt??

i have learn some new definations for some words from my new experience.. and here goes...

回忆：酸甜苦辣，不同的心情有不同的味道。

wellz can only put this into words... [my language nt good la]

dont wanna go school tomorrow... i dont wanna face him... i dont wanna face every1... i wanna find a hole and hide myself... so e whole world cant find me... so i dont need to face anything... so i can push everything aside... but tomorrow is e last day of e term... i want a beautiful ending... for once?? so plz let my day be wonderful tomorrow... p^_^q

ending...

[mistaken e mistake]

no more test this week!!

2006-05-23T13:18:00.000+08:00

yeah finish my last test of e term... no more test this week!! muhahahaz so happy... can give myself a day off... ^_^
just finish chem skill C & D de SPA... overall ok la... manage to memorise most of the things.. though got 1 calculation wrong.. but is over.. so shall not bother over it le... ya now in school lib. printing my newspaper articles tt i did last night... manage to finish all... kekez... much lesser work to be dont nonight.. only an econs essay and some PW things. ya.. dont ask me y i still taking econs... cas e teacher say cannot drop.. must show her how 'good' i am at this subject then maybe she will consider... haiz.. tt will means tt i need to take econs for mid yr.. :( wellz just try ba.. nothing i can do also... ya..
ahh e printer so slow... while i am typing this whole entry, it just printed 1 pg... 1 leh!! omg.. hope can print finish in time so i wont be late for lesson...

[^_^]

new hair cut

2006-05-20T17:01:00.000+08:00

just had a haircut.. after about half a yr i think... hahaz.. feel much better... cant really understand y ppl dont like cutting hair... and some ever cry after a haircut lol... personal i like e feeling of cutting my hair... will feel much better... some how la... yap.. so currently i'm at a high mood... hehez.. although my hair look a bit funny now... think e hairdresser cut till too short le... but still can tie up la... so wont look too bad... hehez.. need to finish 8newspaper articles for GP on tue.. cas i nv do for 4 week le... although finish a few already... but still have a lot more to go.. :( plus i am seeing my econ teacher on mon.. so need to go through my notes on elasticity... also need to catch up on my other subjects... ahh not enough time...

['^_^']

a sad entry

2006-05-19T21:24:00.000+08:00

yeah today went to watch e bball finalls... guys again... they got 2nd in e national... loss by 8pts i think... a good job la... is a nice match to watch... both teams r v.strong [duh national finals leh...]

ya and went to northpoint for dinner with selian and xingying just now... had a fun time chatting la...

just now was surfing e net... and saw many pics taken by many ppl... reminds me about a lot of things... sec school days... NY OG friends... 0622 class mates... shenbian pals... ccs... roble ppl... all my good friends... those i love... :")

i am getting emotional...

well just want to take this chance and thank all those who have accompanied me in some parts of my life... in 1 way or another... w/o any of u guys i wont be wat i am like today... i wont forget any1 de... ^_^

yeah... feel better le... kekez... i am getting a bit stress up these days... so it kind of reminds me of many things... :)

[SMilE :D]

v.ball match

2006-05-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

yeah!! went to watch guys national v.ball finals today... is AJC against TJC... and AJC won!!! ^_*
is a tough match la... in 1st round AJ beat TJ 25-11 then TJ won the second and third round... ya... then AJ got e last 2 round and we won!! hehez...
was v.high during e match... keep clapping and cheering...
hahaz... had fun there la... but v.few 28/06 ppl went.. :(
is really fun lol... u guys should have went... kekez..
saw part of e girls finals too.. NYJC against HCI.. and HCI won e title... and meet NY friends... nv c some of them for months le la... miss them... esp OG and CT friends la... shall have an outing during e june holiday... yeah i love outings... a bit crazy today...
then had dinner at tpy mac... and reach home le... ya... need to go study phy SPA tomorrow le...

[reminds me of e girls finals bball match in sec 3]

friday

2006-05-14T19:14:00.000+08:00

went to town on fri as planned... had a fun day... walking around... k-box session... and shopping!! hahaz.. so long nv buy things le... [e last time i went was like 4 weeks ago though :p]
bought friends' birthday presents... think i still own someone a present.. :p hehez... wellz.. and also got a bag for my mummy!! for mother's day la... think she is quite happy with it.. yap.. and of couse i wont miss out e chance to get myself a bag too... hehez... but e bag i bought is quite plain... so i did something to it... and i am proud of it... muhahahaz...
is nice right?? just tt e buttons r a bit weird.. cas they are fake la.. i cant find any nice ones at home... and cant find anything tt fits the whole thing... so just did it myself.. :x maybe shall replace it with real buttons which i am going to buy.. :p
a zoom in of my master piece... kekez..

okz... tt about all on fri ba... sat and today is just a normal weekend la... was slacking the whole time... but i manage to read some econs and chem notes... :D

chem test this wed.. and phy SPA on thu... hope everything can go on smoothly...

oh ya..finally decide about econ or geo le... after reading some notes on geo and checking out e syllabus for both subject on SEAB... i wanna change my contrasting sbuject to H1 geo... will go and talk to my teacher tomorrow ba... [please give me e courage to do so... :x] and i dont wanna change class... so is like i want to remain in my class and change subject combi.. yap... think it is possible ba.. [please let it be]

tts bout all le... jiayou for e up coming week!!

[having a lot of random thoughts]

yeah!! i so happy

2006-05-11T19:28:00.000+08:00

yeah this week is finally over!! [school days] all e test over!! at least nt as stress up le...
shall enjoy a bit during this week end... esp tomorrw!! going town!! hehez... k-box + chatting + shopping = prefect day!! hahaz... guess i abit too slack.. but for 1 day think is ok ba...
still ahven decide bout e subject combi... must make e decision soon... yap...
^_^

[econs or geo??]

should i??

2006-05-09T20:46:00.000+08:00

been pondering over this for e pass two weeks... should i change my subject combi?? i no is kind of late to think bout this now but... is better than thinking bout it after my As... when i may be really regreting... was thinking of taking up geo H1 and drop econs H2... cas i really cant understand wat e teacher is talking bout in lesson lol... i tried... i really did... i listen during lectures... read the notes at home... but e concepts just cant link in my head... points all over e place... :( at 1st i thought tt i can get it after sometime... but now i realise tt it is nt e case... u dont understand means u dont understand... i think i just dont have e econs sense ba... some ideas may seem really easy to somr of u... but i just cant get it... if u wanna ask y i nv drop it after e 1st 3 months? well i also dont no... just thought tt i can make it de... and i love geo... i really do... esp physical geo... but it is really of no use lol... wat can i do with H1 geo?? map drawer?? think my parents will kill me if i do tt lol... but at least i think it can give me a good grade ba... how i wish i could be cleverer... or at least have some econ sense... haiz still haven decide... cas changing combi will means changing class... and i dont want tt.. i like my class... and i dont want a new set of teachers... i am just getting used to this one now and need to change again?? and my PW group?? wat to do?? haiz... really wonders...

[面对着交叉路口的女孩]

2 down 4 more to go

2006-05-08T22:07:00.000+08:00

just finish reading some of my GP articles... need to prepare for e test tomorrow... haiz GP eh... nv writh essay for about half a yr le... then last time also nv write argumentative de... always write narrative stories... :( need to master e skill of argumentative essays... if nt GP sure fail de...

just finish maths test today... nv do a 7m Q... cas nv studt tt topic!! [ shall nt say e Q cas some class haven take e test yet] but the others r ok la... at least i think i did correctly...

still have a busy week ahead... GP tomorrow NAPFA on wed and econs on thu... :( must JIAYOU!!! hope e week can fly pass just like e last 1...

must continue with my GP notes le...

[yi ding ke yi de... jiayou!! mugmugmug]

perofrmance

2006-05-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

yeah... a successful night yesterday... :D things went on smoothly... beside some small mistakes... :p but hope tt e audiance didnt notice them... hehez
okz yesterday after school went to nexis to rest a while before e meeting time... then at round 2+ want to bath and change... then did my hair and mak up myself!! hahaz i so proud of it... was v.happy bout it... cas i think is v.nice.. ^_^ ya..
after tt got 1 round of rehearsal before dinner... still have a lot of technical problems... [like lignting and music at wrong time] but i think e AVA are doing a gd job... cas they only tried it out for like 3 times?
and before every 1 realise... we are alreadying waiting for e audience to settle down.. :x then a while later and i am on e stage... think i did a rather gd job ba.. ya... everything went on smoothly on e stage... just a bit ov problem with my voiceover... :/ kekez...
went back to nexis to wait... and took loads of photos... ^_^ but later on something happen to my digi cam... :( my friend was passing it to me and it drop on e floor!! :/ [AHHHHH] but she brought it home to help me repair... and after e show they realised tt e file they borrow from me as props was left at e back stage of e audi.. :/ but they promise to help me find it...
was so glad tt some baiyungang ppl [peifen mingjue beien connie justin] came to support me!! and thankz for e watermelon... kekez... xi gua zhen de hen tian hen tian!! yap...
went to KF[C] for supper after tt before going home...

every1 did a great job yesterday... esp. those in 'yong yuan de yi han' [selian weizi wujiang shihao chinhwee qiannan zhehao]... its surely nt a yi han for me!! yeah...

now need to mug le... next week have 4 school days and i have 4 test.. :x [maths GP NAPFA econs] must study!!

[study x mug = :/]

CLDDS performance tomorrow

2006-05-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

CLDDS PERFORMANCE TOMORROW!! hope it will be as successful as ccs de bai yun gang... *_^ tkz for all those out there supporting me... i will jiayou de... will update more after e performance... which i hope will go on smoothly... ^_^

[hoping for a successful show tomorrow]

2 more dayzz

2006-05-02T21:14:00.000+08:00

just had a long weekend... so today feel quite gd although my lesson ends at 6+... had 7hrs of lessons today lol... and 1hr of PE... but is ok la... we only did 2 rounds of warm up for PE then the teacher let us off... cas tomorrow is 2.4 for NAPFA :/ die liao die liao... long time nv run 2.4 with timing le... ahhhh... just hope for a silver... which is like 15min... think can la.. if i cheong a bit... and dont give up half way and start walking!!
humm today's CCA rehearsal wasnt so bad.. ended at round 8... so went for dinner and just reach home... phy test is 2 days away.. or to be exact 36hrs... :( sianzz.. and i am still at thermal.. still have forces to go through.. and i haven do econ's essay outline!! shall go do work now...

[gd luck for all taking 2.4 this week... jiayouz!!]

[hope i can fly tomorrow... :p]

a dream

2006-04-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

yeah today can finally stay at home le... :))
slp till11+ today... kekez... og ya had a dream last night...
dream of having some pets... 2 puppies and 3 hamsters... if i dint remember wrongly...
e puppies were vvvv.cute!! 1 white and 1 brown with white spots... so cute lol... the feeling were so real... when i get up i was kind of disappointed tt it isnt real... :( they reminds me of my xiao yi's dog... but i dont think i am e kind tt can have a pet... simply cas i wont have e time and attention for them everyday ba... my interest seldom last... kekez
okz... was studying my phy almost e whole day... but only finish 1 and 1/2 topics... lucky still have tomorrow... e test is like 4 days away... really worried... all e test.. spa... pw... cca... haiz...
STRESS!!!

[jiayou!!]

'school day' on sat.. :(

2006-04-29T23:02:00.000+08:00

is sat today... but is still a 'school'day...
went to school for cca... from 8.30am till 1pm need to pratice for out play as e production in just like 6 days away... but some dint turn up... so end up doing e props lighting and sound list... reminds me of e days before bai yun gang... where we have props grp... ava ppl and fu zhuang zu... they really help a lot... so all we neeed to do is act well... although is v.tiring is really great working with u all... MISS U GUYS LOADS!!! wish to go through all these again... :")
shall come back to reality...
well after cca want to northpoint for lunch... ate quite a lot... think i am getting stress up... cas ate a lot of hot and spicy things... went home straight after tt... was v.tired... went to slp e whole afternoon.... heard my mum saying something like 'dont disturb her... she dint slp well for e whole week'.. wonder how she can tell when i nv tell her.. kekez...
next week will be super busy... going to have rehearsal for e performance on tue wed and thu... and i have phy common test on thu... :( which will cover forces kinematics thermal phy and measurements... :(( still dont understand these topics lol... gonna die liao... must go mug le... jiayouz!!!

x-yingz [*mugmugmug]

track and field meet...

2006-04-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

today is AJ's sports day!! is a fun day overall...
went for 8x50m with my class girls... pearl yajie grace lingyan wanching peijin and sweekun... but they miss e medal cas of me... i dint do a good job... really sorry girls... maybe witout me u can get top 3... o.o
wellz... after tt was fun la... esp e cheerleading of different houses... they were throwing e girls up like they throw pillow like tt... poor girls... :p
for JAGUAR house de cheerleading... my class e guys went to help out with some effect... ya make it look nicer la... then when they announce that JAGUAR was e winner for e cheerleading.. they were like saying they can only get 2nd if there were not there to help... -_-
over all JAGUAR was e third house... e average... :p
then after tt i was a bit too high... suggested running around e track lol... unlike me hor...
then just cheong finish lol... and at e last part i ran faster then marcus!!! kekez cas his shoes drop out la...
then after want for dinner with liangyan yajie wanching pearl edmund marcus and jiazheng... had fun la... thouth i had a hard time cutting my chicken wing with e plastic spone... then charlie zhijue and alvin came to join us...
then suddenly they start telling ghost stories lol... made my hair all stand... and so cold... :(
i dont like it!! next time wanna say these kind of things better dont call me hor... i will be covering up my ears most of e time... hehez...
then after tt jiu went home le...

still have many things to do... i need more time lol... for all e happenings...
i need to go and do my GPP and PI now...
bb~...

x-yingz [i am still nt use to it.. and wish i will nv be able to..]
^_^

eveerythings wrong!!

2006-04-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

i dont no wats happening to me in school today.. but thing are just going e wrong way... 1st in e morning... i wast almost late... alotough i wake up earlier than i usually get up... so have to rush all e way to school... then later tt got econs lecture... dont understand a single thing lol... e teacher like v.angry cas we wrer late so she was going v.fast... then i am thouse tt cant take stress de lol... so get v.stressed up... :( then after tt during break tried to finish my chem hw... and did it in time... them selian drop by to talk... make me feel happier... yeah... tkz la selian...
then before e day end... had 1hr of PE... run and run lol... untill my BP drop... then feel v.giddy... so dint really finish the lesson... e teacher ask me to rest...
haiz tomorrow morning have PE again... which means running again... sianz... miss e PE in NYJC... where we get to play GAMES!! tt is like impossible now lol...
i shall end here and go study... really lagging behind for my tutorials lol... and need to read through my econs lecture notes...

x-yingz~ ^_^

[i need more time...]

new blog!!

2006-04-23T17:11:00.000+08:00

yeah i am back to blogging after bout 2 years... must tkz tianxiang for helping me in doing e blog... :)
okz... yesterday was AJ's familyday... was something like a fun fair...
my class was selling nachos with cheese and cheese fries... is v.successful and we almost run out of stock half way through... so some guys went to NTUC to get more nachos and fries... everything was perfect beside e deep fryer... well is good that weiting brought his deep fryer for us to use... but we can only fry 2 servings of fries each time... so we keep telling e ppl ordering to come back in a while and collect... make me feel so bad... ppl come to buy and u ask them to wait...
over all e day was great... finish everything by 12... and made a total of $500+... how i wish tt we can put e money in e class fund... :p
then after tt want to LT5 to see how CLDDS's k session was going... heard some guy singing Jay's feng and e voice was like 'ermmmm'...
went to meet muihiang after tt with selian... muihiang was having her NAPFA test in e morning... so fast.. ours is still like 10 days away i thing...
had lunch at pizza hut... and something that make selian a bit *unhappy happened...
so went to a chatting session with her at northpoint... and i ate again... hahaz thing i going to get fatter le... but i realised something bout me tt day... whenever i am feeling sad or unhappy... i wont feel full no matter how much i eat... untill my mood change again... like yesterday... when i reach home... i was felling happier and super full...
yup...
and since yesterday i nv do anywork... i willl have to finish all my tutorials and GP project and PW PI today... :(
must put more time in my work le... common test coming...

so i shall end here and continue with my hw...

bb~~
^_^

test

2006-04-22T20:29:00.000+08:00

wee... testing...